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voidkellophane.bsky.social
She/Her • Neurodivergent • Disabled • 35+; No minors, please • LGBTQIA+ Friendly • Medicinal Stoner • Happily Taken • Gaming account: @kellophane.bsky.social •
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Can someone who is a foodie explain to me why smashed burgers are such a big thing right now? I dont understand why "smashing" the patty makes the burger better in any way?

Yep, round 2 of strep. FML. 🙃

The fun game of "Did I relapse with Strep or is my throat just sore from me yelling at someone?" Going to the ER when my ride gets off work since my GP is overbooked today and tmw. 😮‍💨 I am so very done with everything right now.

Might be moving cross-country soon. Lots of things to sort out first before I can confirm for certain. Really hoping this pans out cause I need this, even if certain things become more difficult in the short term.

One of these days I'm going to cut off my immediate family and let them enjoy each other's miserable company without me there to play diplomat & mediator. Get some fucking therapy and leave me the fuck alone.

Nothing scares me more than the thought of losing my health insurance. I have illnesses that *will* kill me if I don't get medical treatment & that medical treatment without insurance is tens of thousands of dollars a month. No insurance, no survivability. 😔

I should add that these accounts NEVER have posts. Just a blank profile/account following a whole bunch of femme accounts that aren't similar outside of all being RL femme profile pictures.

The profiling I do: + Older white male in the profile picture + Profile ONLY follows profiles with femme profile pictures + NONE of these femme accounts have anything in common You are now blocked because it's very obvious that you're a fuckin' creep.

How trying to sleep is going...

Canceled show you'll never stop thinking about:

And tbh, it hurts my feelings. It feels like rejection. It's like surprising someone with a gift & they ignore it or throw it away in front of you. You can just tell me you don't want such things & won't send them & I won't be as hurt by it.

If I send you memes or w/e, it's because I saw something & thought of you or thought you might get a chuckle out of it. If you don't watch/don't respond to them I will stop sending them bc I interpret your lack of interest/response as a non-verbal way of you saying you don't like/appreciate it.

Meant to log out & swap characters but hit "Exit Game" instead and I'm taking that as my sign to begin hibernation. Gonna be hella hot today and tomorrow. I am not excited nor prepared for this to begin again already. I miss when we kinda sorta had seasons, now it's just varying degrees of "Nope".

I dont know if getting high would help me cope with the roof construction or it would just make the headache way worse. x.x I hate loud noises so much. 😭

Been having slight breakthrough visual hallucinations the last couple of days. I think it's due to not being consistent in taking my morning dose at the same time. But it makes it hard to sleep when this happens, so my bf stayed in video call with me so if I woke up I could see him. He is the best

I wish I could explain to Honey how much I love her and how much having her in my life has made it better. I hope she does knows in some small way that she is loved beyond belief.

I can feel myself spiraling into a deeper depression and I genuinely don't know how to stop it. None of my games are helping right now & I feel like I can't talk to anyone since everyone is going through hard times. I just wish I could figure out why I am such an off-putting & unlovable person...

I would like my brain to stop being my brain. Between the mood swings, depression, and being unable to get it to cooperate when I need sleep I am very tired of it. The negative thoughts don't help, either and I'd like those to stop as well. I wish I could have therapy more often and for longer.

I am once again asking for my brain to stop being a dick and let my body sleep. I understand you want to do brain things rn, but the body absolutely needs more rest to recover from the strep. So... Stfu and go back to sleep? K? K.

Phone finally fixed so my mobile data works again! Someone forgot to enable a different setting after installing the new sim card. And now that I know where that setting is, this will never happen again. Huzzah!

The steroid has totally worn off and now the Strep is actually beating my ass. I was too confident in my immune system and now I suffeeeeerrrrr.

I am tired of existing. u.u Someone tag me out so I can hibernate for a few years.

This song is hilarious but also a complete banger. youtu.be/BNkNzvm--BY?...

I think the worst part was that I was trying to talk despite having strep and that the conversation was initiated by the other party. And I was still cut off. I wish I knew what part of having a conversation I keep fucking up that makes people do these things.

"You're so quiet." Yeah, I've had too many people tune me out when I talk or shut me down mid-conversation that I've learned that people don't actually want to listen to me. So I don't bother sharing most of my thoughts anymore because no one cares about them.