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voydbatch.bsky.social
I'm just some dude with too many irons in the fire. https://ko-fi.com/voydbatch
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Vriska kinnies be like: She's TOO much like Vriska.... kill her.

So, how long until I get a callout post made about me?

Corey

Another unfinished map

plush pals

I miss her so much. I can't have a minute of silence without my brain launching back to that day. Why couldn't I stay calm? Why couldn't I help her calm down? Why couldn't I just say "We can talk later" I tried!! I really tried! It's just too much stress! This isn't right... I'm so scared.

I’D GIVE ANYTHING FOR SUCH POWER

I have so much anger and hurt and hate in my heart. I did not deserve this. I did not deserve this.

I want to be happy. I'll try to be happy. I thought I was trying..

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xis...

I wanna go back to dreaming about crow cillers...

I'm trying to focus on myself again. Doesn't change the fact it hurts that I've been crying for help for months and the response was to pull most of my support network out from under me when I lost my temper at being bombarded fresh out of the last time.

please tell the people close to you that you love them. tell them so frequently that it gets fucking weird. life is so unbearably short and should be filled to the brim with affectionate reassurances

does anyone want to talk about crow cillers with me?

The more I try the more I'll become a pariah I'm sure... so it goes

Really wish I would stop waking up every morning wanting to die.

Sorry to get heavy but this is important. If your relationship feels toxic then you must get out. No matter how hard it seems, you have a choice and you can do it. It might even save your life.

Thanks @chuunitoons.bsky.social for that finale. Crow Cillers has been important to me these last couple years. I identify with Emma too close for my own comfort. I'm gonna miss them all. I'm looking forward to seeing what Angel_Chain has in store.

We live in hell

I am incredibly super fortunate to have a family member's place to escape to. I know this, but fuck I really really wish I could get a job already!! I want to support myself! I want to help others survive!

Destabilization of reality in the US is about to reach surreal heights. Protect your mind. Monitor stress levels. Do not doomscroll--it does not help. Be selective about when and how long you expose your brain to this. Do what you can when you can.

growth

here's hoping things will get better this time

Fuck's sake, how am I supposed to do this... I should've prepped a go-bag ages ago.

the only time anyone's even gonna blink in my direction is if I'm threatened with actual physical violence. and then it'll only be to say I deserved it.

people suck.

all this talk of support trans people even the ones you don't like.........

there's so much shit I could say and I'm JUST NOT that's a fucking TRAP! it doesn't matter what I say, I'm doomed! If I bring up horrible treatment then I'm mudslinging! If I say nothing then I'm vagued about!

PLEASE CATE PLEASE WRITE OVER SEASON 5 AGAIN PLEASE APPLY THE WISDOM OF NEWFOUND YEARS TO THESE POOR UNFORTUNATE KIDS SEVERELY LACKING IT I NEED EMMA'S MOM TO HAVE MORE LINES I NEED TRANS PUSSY GUTS EATING GIVEN THE JUSTICE IT DESERVES

Allostatic Load take two.....

guilt is a useless emotion.

How the economy works.

#vent