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tired. no other word to really describe it.

submitted 50 days ago • 0 comments

It's so c0ld I think I might die, dog wanted still wanted to go on his usual long walk and I wore flip flops :']

submitted 52 days ago • 0 comments

So much love to anyone who's seen my last post, I've been busy with work but interacting with others on here has been such a big step for me <3

submitted 54 days ago • 0 comments

Finding friends, even online feels so impossible and it's making me suicidal like what do you mean I can't just magically get a dm from someone or be approached by someone who wants to know my entire life story in a non threatening way what has happened

submitted 55 days ago • 4 comments

bad evil coffee as a little treat. I also got a blueberry donut.

submitted 56 days ago • 0 comments

horrible migraine I feel like shit

submitted 57 days ago • 0 comments

ooughhh I love cramps especially when pain reliever doesn't make them go away but at least it's killed my appetite

submitted 57 days ago • 0 comments

Name •⚘ Vy Age •⚘ 22 Prns •⚘ It/She Likes •⚘ alt stuff + video games •⚘ Dealing with relapses + episodes, this is a diary account for my (lack of) mental health. No longer posting recent s/h pics, but old ones are still up. Please DNI if not shedsky. Don't report, just block ♡ •⚘•°

submitted 59 days ago • 0 comments

The digital footprint stuff is making me really nervous, I'm gonna stop posting my $/h. I'll leave the photos I've posted up bc I'm sure they're already reposted on archive sites, but i won't add to it.

submitted 59 days ago • 0 comments

one of the "pro $elf har/m" blocklists I'm on was made by someone who selfsh!ps eith grav!ty fal!s characters, a show with mostly under/age characters 😮‍💨 Also, I like to think that nobody in the shedsky community is actually pro-$elf har/m. It's an online diary, nobody's forcing you to scroll it.

submitted 59 days ago • 0 comments

why does hummus have such a horrible aftertaste oml

submitted 59 days ago • 1 comment

There's someone moving into a unit in my building with the largest Akita dog I've ever seen. The biggest units in this building are only 830 sq feet including the patios.

submitted 60 days ago • 0 comments

eating sauerkraut straight out of the jar

submitted 61 days ago • 0 comments

me vs taking a shower

submitted 62 days ago • 1 comment

the apple (me) was still on the tree when it fell because the whole fucking tree fell down with it

submitted 62 days ago • 0 comments

several weeks of manic behavior turned into several months of manic behavior without me realizing this is so great

submitted 62 days ago • 0 comments

Got a tip on a work commission and cried in front of the customer bc I couldn't help it and I've been so upset about my friend disappearing I'm honestly not ok

submitted 62 days ago • 0 comments

I got snow this morninggg. Only happens every few years here, yay for winter st0rm.

submitted 63 days ago • 0 comments

My work friend went awol today and nobody's been able to reach them, I'm really scared that somethings happened to them. I feel sick, I've already gone through every stage of grief and convinced myself they quit and I'll never see them again. Everyone always leaves.

submitted 64 days ago • 0 comments

I feel so empty and non-existent, everything is so heavy and I feel like somethings got me by the shoulders and is shoving me into the earth

submitted 64 days ago • 0 comments

My doctor canceled my appointment Friday because of a "snow storm" we're going to get. Not mad at them, just mad that I have to find another way to get my meds. Urg

submitted 65 days ago • 0 comments

Omad today, trader joes salmon burgers and the 35 cal per slice keto bread.. whole sandwich for about 200 cals. I added ketchup or else it would've only been 170.

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

I'm so ready to kill myelf

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

I have a high sw and it always makes me feel so insecure bc I actually was fat before I started going full delusion + self destruct

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

So far today I've had a 5 hour energy, a pb cookie, and some stb chocolate. I'm estimating like.. 300? I didn't weigh anything 🙃 started a fast around noon, I hope I can get to at least 20 hours before I go insane.

submitted 68 days ago • 0 comments

I'm ready to kms bc I relapsed and got bl00d all over my bathtub and then a pipe burst overhead and water started pouring out of the exhaust fan and it made a mess so I called maintenance but they showed up before I could clean and the lie I told makes me wish I would've just said "yep I cut myself"

submitted 70 days ago • 0 comments

I'm almost out of my adhd meds that kill my appetite and I'm trying so hard to fight binge urges while off it and I've done good but I stopped for food on my way home today and now I feel like I've lost a years worth of progress and I'm fucking devastated even though it's not true it feels like it

submitted 70 days ago • 0 comments

I survived 🫡 happy new year!

submitted 72 days ago • 1 comment

I still have 2 and half hours to decide whether or not I'm gonna do something stupid to end the year I just want to sleep

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

TW SH These seemed like they were healing okay til earlier, I woke up and they were itchy. The scab furtherst down seems to retracting into my skin and idk if that's because of swelling but it's making me nervous >:l

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Being clean is always fun in theory, but then a week later I realize that instead of cutting I'm just smoking and drinking more, which is more expensive than cutting

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

I want to start a writing disc. for people who enjoy reading/writing vent fanfiction but never finish their own works. Most of what I write involves sh and things of that nature, I don't want to encourage it but I think it'd be cool to vent in the form of ur faves and have people who totally get it.

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

Shiny eevee 4 todayyyy I've had such bad luck with these lair raids lately, and I accidentally drained all of my hotspot data downloading genshin 🥲 I'll have wifi on the 1st thankfully

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

Finally gonna get to play genshin again after a year, I kinda hope it hasn't changed much

submitted 74 days ago • 2 comments

Wanted some lighter hair pieces to match w my current fave character, happy that it's not bright orange and only semi 💀 I'll fix it later maybe, there's just so much black box dye in my hair currently

submitted 75 days ago • 0 comments

Wish I felt like I was genuinely dying

submitted 76 days ago • 0 comments

I didn't shower yesterday and I don't know if I'll end up getting to it tonight. It's almost 10pm, I have off tomorrow so it would be okay if I showered late at night but I feel so gross and yet I genuinely can't convince myself to get up

submitted 77 days ago • 0 comments