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A broken individual, ADD, and socially defunct, so I write improv poetry. 15k likes for surprise | #selflove #resist #poetry #trueblue #truedem #revolution #bluewave #bluestorm Ally of: πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ‡΅πŸ‡ΈβœŠπŸΏπŸ› No 🚫: Porn, MAGA, Crypto/Finance ⚠️Only social
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Tired Of wading waters That dragged me down Quiet And set the scene again In gentle words that carve deep Yet you refuse To fathom How I truly feel In my chasm Alone in the desert A fever dream recall I know I'm hot collar Under the pressure And I Am slowly fading As my Emotions crystalize #vss365

Tear down My graven visage Run now To a new mirage Knowing That I've been long gone Clear the table for jigsaw Puzzling aftermath I saw A journey of new beginning Turning to page thirteen Where I could feel the fall Now recollecting in recall As I'm careening to the ground #vss365 #poetry

Hammer me down Nail me to my baren crosses Dragging me down To fathoms below my losses I want to breathe in new life Put aside weaponized strife That draws me in Tell me that you cares Sell me all your wares Blind me with your taste Give me your empty fate In molotov colored waste #vss365

In your pool of echoed eyes Where I'm drowned in sound Swimming to the shoreline To the moment we are bound Yet you refuse To send your branched olive And I side step Any recall of offered silence Tear me to pieces Scatter me across Let me fall around Like iridescent snow From on high #vss365

I'm a cauterized ghost Sealed in by the magic That froze time to host An end line that's inside it A purposed mind Given keen desire A studded heart Binding me again In view, of the devestation Prelude of gold bright fall Stuck on rewinding again Of moments that I stood tall In lonely cities #vss365

Hanging onto the rafters Of all my constant fears Pendulum swing matters Go between all my years As my regrets play on repeat Spilling my guts out from the bottle Feeling my soul is leaving me Drained from the stacks I've cottled Forsaken in the light Dancing in your dark Eclipsed Eyes #vss365

Life's a burden We fight so hard for Dragging in the mud Drowned in the flood Drained within Submerged without Brands rebranded Of all these mortal sins Where agony in morals In ethical stifled breaths A hope for slumber Sedated in rest Only to wake Forgotten it all #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Corpses of Earth With every decaying step A trail of rot and pestilence Left in staggered paces To spread like spores And devour the landscape Until there's nothing more Only the remenates of life Haunted by unsalted nights By the ghosts of earth #vss365 #poetry

Silence is calling me home To finally end it all Pushing pass all I've known And losing it in the fall Time never waits for a start Picked up what breaks apart Only to stumble into a crawl As we burn to ashes In bright, fiery effigies As martyrs take lashes For a lucidity in jaggies #vss365

You are a voice To my reckoning A fresh foundation For burial grounds Your give and take With a timely craft Only pulled levers In reverse pattern Silence in still motion Vaulting our emotions As we go ever deeper In vast ocean believers To find a god in a show And a life not your own #vss365

I'm welded to my own cage Where everything remains the same Only seasons seem to change Hope to wake up from my long stay And one day, seize my day When I'm better and finally stand tall, Say I'll face all my problems Knowing when I'll begin at the fall, But I'll spread my wings if I got'em #vss365

I've tasted tainted treasures From caustic dripping sulfer Smothered in my awakening Tunnel sight, now acquired, Keeping hell from my desires While daydreaming Valhalla Caught in the wonder of it all In tremor resounded starfall On dreamscape crude ruins Knowing forever has an end #vss365 #poetry

Words I use will not paint Over lines that I've drawn Or color in all of my flaws If who I am today fades in morning's glance Will I become the victim to my circumstance A casualty to incompetence Prisoner of brokered defiance Free in body, Slaved in soul Privileged Embody Shackled in droves #vss365

I can feel my shuddered bones quaking To every moment having a do or don't feel I can hear as my granite heart's breaking As I fall to pieces, a breath of dust appeals I can taste bitter tones in sleepless waking As I see now that nightmares become real A blissful agony Anguished in joy #vss365

As silence falls from grace I'll understand it from thinking I'll remember you from knowing I'll remind myself when deciding That all words fall like meteors Art in talk, yet show your moves To paint tapestries of delusions Of the painted green pastures In servile distain Of the other side #vss365

Shocked incongruent dreams Rushes by, a train to the heart Pull back for dear life to brake As you collide into my particles Shifting in ether, drifting to sea As matter will splits itself apart Push pass with wagered stakes Written in stars of every article #vss365 #poertry #brainspill

Sittin on the dock for days Rustling the hair of my vices While daydreaming in haze Of moments I recall in slices Set to handle your cold wave As my garden wilts to delices When the waters won't fall Or the light fades to dimmed Will we bring a final last call Settle scores in drifted winds #vss365

I would drink from the well Made of the hues displayed Carry on while I read the tells In the hidden places we play Now the light casts out fears As night crowds out the leers Of beautiful abandoned tears Hark as the moon is blinding See as sunset is left winding As we commence to sink #vss365

Save me from apple pie That hangs outside my ledge Take me past the light And sit on a rusty razor edge Like clockwork end of shift Rushing out to climb up cliffs To crests, I've come to envy Losing grip with what's real Pan back to a forgotten feel Falling back into these holes Dug long ago #vss365

Ripped to pieces Stuck in creases Lost my reasons In past seasons For lucid visions Mind slam fission To burst collision In chaotic division Breakpath synapse Towel snap collapse Winded reality slaps Feeding only on apps Until the feast begins Divvying out our sins Read up again #vss365 #poetry

Watched as you sunk Ever deeper and deeper Into your regrets again Under the Yellow Night Danced with your demons Left swinging during disco On the lonely dance floor Paid out another memory For another fabled morning Of finding the recollection Seeing what Hyde left Jekyll In the aftermath #vss365

A dead city On sidewalk lines Barren and silent The air stagnants Of life and erosion The city had, now A vacuum to time Passing the facade Of polish storefronts Veneer of community In the wake of it all A contour of decay From abandonment Only the bones remain In a dead city #vss365 #poetry

Lay down with me Under the blanketed sky On top of the dead marshes As we await the ebbing tide To return its punishment Upon the even leyline flow Of discontented hopes And jubilant nightmares To raid our conscious eyes And pillage peaceful reveries Allowed to drown me in Suffering bliss #vss365

You hang from my neck like Regret Weigh me down until I am Weaken By your wonted touch that's Claret Over the arret motions of me Leakin' As my laid truth turns sour Pass winded eleventh hour In sessions of scared cower Crazen drone grows louder Infectious to the mice of men So... Revolting #vss365

Drugging my cosmic shift From the morning twilight Edge step to a hanged cliff In living a vice versed life Settled on green pastures Under the grapevine sky See past baited captures Fall back to a realist sigh Under dusk's floral bloom Clean out my bloated mind To dream out my dread Again #vss365

As embers turn charcoal A marooned sunset glow The electric noise is subtle From the wash minds flow To the basin of the cleanse Slowly gather in holy water Surrounded by the defense On par for unwilling martyr So we burn the evergreens Looking out for a dawning Set for the unfettered frenzy #vss365

Now I'm stuck here And I'm bleeding out Screaming hard like Car alarms No matter where I go Looking day and night Pass the alters of the Ones we know So will you shape me With gilded nostalgia Or will you throw It all away #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

What's so unreal? That you'd shred the veil? Honesty stats terminally low Soon, we will feel The driven final nail Pain of reaping what's sown To be defined, redefined to be refined, ready to be resigned by inflicted design By patchwork lines and civil Recline Here comes the decline #vss365

I'm dreaming it, hating it Stuck in the sapropel Screaming in-between The scenes where you're Not there. Past the brink, feeling sick Around the carousel Spinning in circles over The moments we let go Of it all Hopefully, we will see A light in aquarelle To finally shine free Like before #vss365

Rock back the tearful tide As night fills the lilac sky Knock back on either side A lost cause now realized We sink into our gardens Weed out time to venture To lose the nurture of it A new life, a living unsure Eyes closed to spotlights Minds eye views highlights So much for 20/20 hindsight #vss365

In stray lines that we'd follow In grey skies cold and hollow The steal sign only to borrow The lost time given to sorrow It's the last call for all to see That the duality the of green Now a black and white game We march past the marigold Each day, becoming criminal Forever altered #vss365

No way that I comprehend As we rise and fall in gravity Bad days looking for an end In a mazed design prophecy See as a broke down trinity Tears us open for the trilogy Sink or swim, I choose to fly But I'm wingless Only known the drop Still feel anxious As the rain falls, bottoms up #vss365 #poetry

Living off the fast track Dining off the melody Shelter in a broken shack Wishful dreams I can't see I want to spread my wings Unconstrained in the fall Hope I won't flail endlessly Careening into a final call Now in descension Into shifting sands Burning ascension With our two hands #vss365

Getting tired of all the lies Weary of film strip cyanide Morning feeling like blindside Another crossroad terrorized So here's to the good times While feeling lost and alone Just keep sippin' on high life Fallin' deeper in the shallows Hope to break free And break the fall #vss365 #poetry

Holding water as it falls in For another while sinking Deeper into a seismic shift Of geologic reorganizing Guess apologies are in order As issues are growing colder In hapless glee, we endured Yet stifle out taking anymore If peace is a prison And grace is shelter Chained to conviction #vss365

Senses desensitized Breaking down the matter Until it's just an anti-matter Born institutionalized Tearing down fine reason Like a transitional season Catered to be idolized Gene slice face lift up Filter out empty cups Coming back realized Of green pastures painted on The sun will set on everyone

Whispering to deaf ears Ruby red lip invitational Cost of all of these fears Let me be conventional About every egg shell step Toward the beginning I break down another julep While I sit here thinking Drown out the noise At stained glass breaking Cut out the choice At stressed out breathing #vss365

Restless, sick, and tired of Mending my broken solace From a high wired mainframe Slowly drifting away Past all my reveries Bouncing off my periphery The lights are screaming They always remind me Of memories slowly fading Too much to hold Too hard to let go #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Splash out All your holy water Rinse out A fire burning hotter Drain out The embered silence Wash out Putrid glory of violence Throwing everything at it From piped up nightmares, To even dreamt up warfares To finally see the light And how brilliantly it Shines #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Window door knocking At smoke stack licking Arms swing in a flicker Thread caught wicker Frozen in the moment Stoking a fiery foment See the hell in pantone As the horsemen roam Our synesthesiac minds Hijacked by duplicit lines Envisioned heaven Seeing Abaddon #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Vacant silence Buckets readied Bloody and red Wind blow race shot Time's up, pour out Feeding frenzy Selling glances Savage quaking As the dust stills We see in full The Devastation The Expectation The Alienation The Escalation Vivid Desolation Then the alarm Wake up #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Dressing in the dusk Awaiting morning light Signal crosses It happens too often So we keep moving Into the fires created Throwing brimstone Generously provided At the paned-glass sky Pray for diamond rains To flood us with riches While we down the dust They devour the remains #vss365 #poetry

Living in tranquil waters In craters, left behind, Forsaking light above us In cages, we call home Burned out your recognition As fueled sorrows never die, Reclaimed your observation From rose dust glittered lies Poured love from our hands Only gone to feed the void #vss365 #poetry #brainspill

Distracted inclinations Peer in effervescent stare Like clockwork instigation With sour wounds laid bare Peel back your aggrevation Steel the fury in your mind Pitch fork the bleeding ego To cosmic horror signs As acrid winds of change Swell ever growing rage #vss365 #poetry #resist #bluewave

Under burning skies In a vapor city of ice Slowly turning eyes To stone cold knives Periodically stirring Turned tables warring With an element of No surprise Analyzed insolvency Like synthetic truth Corrosive and caustic Mercy begs for the exit Fading from sound to Catatonic #vss365 #poetry

Signals The waves of light Passing the ethereal gate To receiver eyes A blinding truth beheld Telemetry inbound Of doppler scenes As wisdom sequestered, In perfect clarity, The dim inclinations Of transient lines Of fire and lightning For some to know, But all to see #vss365 #poetry #resist

Chains are a rattlin' From dusky nights In downpour rains Dazed from battlin' In the low-lit lights Dancing shadows In the fake reign of the dark side Abode of truth Rebuttaled lies Banished soon For sun shines On only some Celebrating Our rusty, blood-soaked, Chains #vss365 #poetry #resist

Running in the fields Down wayward paths Looking out for signs Near pulverized pasts Seeking out dark thrills From haunting chords In aggravating verse Melody of Destiny Bursting out in chains In stockyard exchange Kicking and screaming The sunset bleeds out Into dawn #vss365 #poetry #resist

Broken in half One grabs a rock To shave it down To a fine point Others scramble For the other piece Discord erupts on To shave it or not As the wielder shouts Come, watch as this Fine point stabs in One, two, four, eight Forsaken in squabble In record time How will this chapter end? #vss365 #poetry

Burn A rage like a forest fire Molotov burning up top Ready, set, ignition Lobed out to go off Take a breath from seething anger To numb your tongues And collapse lungs Salivating for air Only choking on smoke Torched to the bone Scorched to ash Complete and whole Next #vss365 #poetry #resist