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🌻lv24 ♡ she/her ♡ demi lesbian🏳️‍🌈 ♡ chronically ill ♡ neurodivergent ♡ gamer • artist • cat, dog and chicken mom🌼 mdni please! • wispflower.straw.page •
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think i have cried at least 90% of the days this year & it isn't even march yet. but my friends always help me so much. im just so grateful. they understand im struggling and they don't shame me for it, they don't call me "draining", they don't call me "negative", they just love me ;-; thank you 💚

while i wish every day i didnt trust the wrong people, im forever grateful for the perspective it's given me. i know now what real love looks like, what it feels like, & it's not something i have to beg for. i know now who deserves the love i give, and who doesn't

hsr putting other limited 5 stars in the trials of limited 5 stars is crazy. with this and the recent leaks, im just really disliking the direction hsr is going...... erm... pookiebear.....what r u doing??? this isnt u babe????? :(

tysm for all of the kind words and support. it means so so much to me. im so grateful for this community and, despite everything, the people here and the love ive received allows me to feel incredibly safe. thank you ;-; 💚

what a fucking joke 💀 most recent post is really funny now in retrospect

sorry i haven't been around much. i think being on this website is hard bc my abuser is here, she has a large presence, & we share mutuals. ik i don't need to explain why that's so uncomfortable. i don't really want to talk about my life bc of that, and im unsure how to feel safer going forward

once my abuser told me & a friend that a mutual friend of ours was bragging about saying a racial slur. we were like, oh my god? that's not okay? we don't want to remain in any spaces w them. then suddenly my abuser was like... WAIT...NVM. HAHA. THEY'RE NICE TO ME THO!!!!! WE CAN'T DO THAT!

me every therapy session: do u think im a bad person my therapist: i never do me: BUT ARE U SURE I BROUGHT EVIDENCE THIS TIME my therapist: no actually i think that makes u a great person me: BBUTBUT-

pikmin bloom singlehandedly making me way more active just bc i want to play so bad. im not supposed to do any weight-bearing exercise, so instead I get equivalent steps from using my bike. i would normally never have the energy, nor motivation, but now i at least have the motivation 💀

just so we all know this plays on repeat in my head

crying a lot this evening. but at least my pikmin make silly noises in pikmin bloom. cant wait for my therapy session, i just have so much to unload

i made copycat raising canes sauce (bc i miss it but i can't afford it rn) and brownies today & they both turned out really really well! :3 im very happy about that

my mom: in a few mins can u help me w x me who just barely managed to take a shower:

i hope, above anything, that im able to find a med that works to restore my energy. my fatigue and brain fog is probably my most debilitating day-to-day symptom. i miss art the most. i don't have energy for it anymore, and i haven't since i was a kid :(

it gets better it gets better it gets better it gets better it gets better it gets better it gets better it gets better

fuck this moc

watching a movie w friends and realizing how much i missed this 🥺💚 i gotta pull out all the movies i love to share w them!!!

i think i am sorta just helpless because a lot of the reasons im miserable and want to kms is because of how shit this world is and how shit ive been treated and how shit the future looks and that is just not something my wonderful therapist can fix

person who has not been doing the best for the past 13 years: sorry i am just not doing the best

i think if everyone just treated others how they wanted to be treated, the world would be a much nicer place

do any moots happen to play pikmin bloom? 🥺 ive been getting back into it to hopefully level myself up in time for spring! id love to add some friends if anyone happens to play!

DON'T CALL KOKOMI ON FACETIME AT 3AM!!! (KOKOMI ACTUALLY ANSWERED) (OMG SHE ACTUALLY CAME TO MY HOUSE) (SO SCARY) (GONE WRONG) (I CALLED KOKOMI AT 3 AM) (REAL) (AT 3AM!!!) (KOKOMI BROKE INTO MY HOUSE) (OMG KOKOMI WENT MISSING) (SUBSCRIBE TO MY CHANNEL) (REALLY SCARY) (NOT CLICKBAIT)

had to emergency get a new phone but im alive once more! im so grateful we managed to get a decent deal on it and it costs nothing additional to our existing bill (outside of an activation fees and tax)

It’s very interesting how much people will lie to themselves about a situation just so they feel vindicated in treating you and others like shit 🤷🏻‍♀️

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

im someone who wants the best for my friends. i will be honest with them & tell them if their decisions sound risky or dangerous. so it hurts when people hate me for it & want to remain around people who always enable everything they do, and then exactly what i was worried abt happens 😭

me: omg idk if i should pull for qingyi i want her but i need to save but idk idk qingyi in a single 10 pull: