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I've gone almost a full week without my computer. I know technically I CAN, but I'm kinda... Not so much breaking as I'm severely bored and simultaneously under and over stimulated??? I want to set it up so badly but I don't have a desk. Or a table. Or any surface I can safely put my tower on rn.

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I'm allowed to have emotions. I'm not a bad person for having unmet needs or panic attacks. I'm a good boi. I'm valid.

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Once again, I'm found by a transfem that wants to be lewd with me. It's March; right on schedule. At least this one's willing to back off/take no for an answer. That's...new... Playful flirting is one thing, but I'm not comfortable making solid plans for that anytime soon. We just met yesterday.

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comm for Monty

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I can't really understand why transfems are obsessed with me, but it's really hard to feel good about this fact when it's mostly transfem lesbians chasing after me...because I'm a trans boi and I want a boifriend... I have been hurt the most by that type of person in the past but I don't hate them.

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Apparently since my brain thinks I'm desperate and lonely, it's time to go back to where all the desperate and lonely people go... ...I've once again made an account on a dating app. Attempt number 748, here we go... Not expecting much this time, since it hasn't worked for me before, but maybe...?

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Hate when randos like PART of my vent posts; not the entire thing. That is the equivalent of eaves dropping on someone else's irl conversation and taking it WILDLY out of context. I vent here. I release steam/emotions here. I'm looking out for myself here. I'm NOT here for anyone's entertainment.

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After another fight and being misgendered, AGAIN, I finally got Verizon to fix their mistake with my cell phone number. Talk about annoying. Why bother asking me for details if you're just going to accuse me of lying and act like it's MY fault I was given a faulty number??? Better be free, ffs...

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Tomorrow my tent bed will be delivered. It might be tricky given my motor control limitations, and understanding paper instructions, but at least there's a walkthrough video available. Between that and the new ear plugs, I'm hoping to get much better quality (and quantity!) sleep. Updates to come!

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Bought some new ear plugs. Didn't expect much. I have tiny ears, it's so hard to find ones that fit right and work well, as most become painful or fall out. Testing moldable wax this time. I'm #AuDHD so I have constant sensory/overstimulation/hearing issues. These are making a difference already!

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I only have one follower on this account but my previous wistful post is the result of my waking thoughts. My brain really was a bully this morning. "You're lonely and desperate. And because I am you...I would know." ...smart arse brain weasel. How cold and bitter of you. Just because the room is

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What if I said I wanted to run away to the forest with you and live as wild and free as the animals?

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Who am I kidding? I can't even get people to take me seriously. Even when I try to make new friends, they turn on me and are gone within days or a couple weeks. I strive to be myself. Yet, inevitably, they blame me for their issues, actions or trauma. Moving one city over hasn't changed anything

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How to meet adult gay boi Therians?

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Planning to go to a bois' night at the gay bar this month. The bus doesn't run late enough so that's a cab trip. Gonna be expensive; so far all my bills are paid except for utilities. I'm kinda nervous. I've never paid utilities before. I don't expect to find friends but I'm hoping to have fun..?

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The only thing that calms me down is thinking about my own death and wondering what will finally be the end for me. I'm in so much pain and I barely sleep. My health is beyond wrecked. I want it all to end but I'm too scared to do it. Hopefully someone does the deed for me and I won't have to feel

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Fixed the strange glitch with my home internet. Now I need to find out why I was never switched from a temporary to a permanent number. It's been since the end of December. Someone isn't doing their job 🫤 For now, I need to rehydrate and eat. Then make a huge Walmart order for delivery tomorrow.

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My stuffs now out of the old apartment. Cleaned up the trash. Swept as best I could with my limitations. (A black man got verbally aggressive after his son got in my way taking the cart of trash down the elevator. I wasn't going to let that ruin my day...a truck nearly ran me over/broke my dustpan)

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Testing, testing... I tried switching my service address through the app. Seems to be working so far..?

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Moving Day (And due to various reasons, I haven't slept in the past 48 hours. Tonight will be my first night in the new apartment. I look forward to crashing on my mattress on the floor for a much needed coma, after getting everything moved over. I'll be ordering a tent bed instead of a frame ASAP)

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

YYYYEEEEAAAAAHHHHH BOIS, LLEEEEEEETTTSSS FKN GOOOOOOO!!!! exhausted, broke, in pain yet happy because he officially has the keys to his first real apartment/"home" now

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Some people think that when you fall in love, that means you want to own - and break - the other person. That sounds like bullying/straight up toxic to me. Maybe in the past some of the previous headmates wanted to break those they loved. Because we'd been taught that's what "love" is. "Control".

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Edited my settings so randos can't interact as easily. I don't owe anyone anything, much less an explanation, but this is part of my ongoing safety plan. Despite this being advertised as a inclusive social media website, I haven't had a great experience. People in groups inevitably become toxic...

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In truth, I'd be honored if someone compared me to a pig. Smol, intelligent, adorable, rotund, opportunist/will eat anything available, smart as a dog, peach fuzz, fun to play with/hold (I wish I could hug a baby pig so badly!!) Let's not forget the best pig of all time: Waddles! (Gravity Falls)

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The problem with these online accounts is that you only see what people allow you to see. People believe what they want to. People don't fact check or think for themselves. Mob mentality; not sheep. I'm sickened by the amount of animal "jokes" humans make at our expense. Really stop and absorb it

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Time to force sleep. Need to be awake, first thing, so I can read the lease email when it comes in. I have to sign it and then get myself over to the new office for a meeting. If all goes well, I'll be handed the keys and can start the moving process by noon. I have the weekend to clear out of here.

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I'm not joking. Red meat wrecks my digestive system. (Also, weirdly, black beans and sesame seeds??) I'm doing research and so many of the things I like and avoid are included in this article about deer diets. (Garlic is bad for a lot of us. I've cut back on how often I eat it. I feel better now)

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