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xzion.bsky.social
Photographer, gamer and general dork with a good dash of anxiety. Icon by @dourbledoodles.bsky.social Banner by Me!
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Yuki has been delivered to the crematorium. She will be back with us in a few days with a nice urn.

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

I am such a wreck today. I feel like the last bit of love and affection has been ripped from me. I feel so empty and heartbroken. This is going to be a rough day at work.

submitted 5 days ago • 3 comments

Goodbye, my dear, sweet, bossy cuddle cat.

submitted 5 days ago • 4 comments

Im such a wreck right now. I came home to my 18 year old kitty cool to the touch and laying barely conscious on the kitchen floor. I have her snuggled in her favorite blanket of mine, laying on my chest. As I write this, I think she just let out her last breaths, a weak purr.

submitted 5 days ago • 3 comments

Forgot to update; For those wondering, it looks like it wasn't as serious as I had even best-cased it. At worst, it may be an injection into my eye, best, it could be blood pressure or cholesterol, may just need daily ASA? Going in for bloodwork/etc. next week.

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

Well, in about 4 hours, I get to find out if I need my eye surgically cut into. If so, I hope they have Hella good sedatives to knock my ass out.

submitted 8 days ago • 2 comments

My mood started out so good today. If you have someone or somewhere that notices or misses when you're not there, I am profoundly envious.

submitted 42 days ago • 0 comments

Nothing starts your day quite the same as being evacuated briefly from your workplace lol.

submitted 47 days ago • 1 comment

I really need to figure out how to make friends, especially in terms of a best/close friend. This feeling of perpetual loneliness is wearing me very thin. x.x

submitted 48 days ago • 0 comments

The dark, intrusive thoughts have been really bad this morning. Just another battle I am not looking forward to fighting alone. For now, i have to put my cheerful work mask on, this is going to be a challenge. @.@ x.x

submitted 63 days ago • 0 comments

Fuck i hate Christmas more and more every year. Its always just a big reminder how alone i am and that there is nowhere i belong or am understood.

submitted 64 days ago • 0 comments

Watching #Interstella5555 in the theatre with @btarmistice.bsky.social and @xzion.bsky.social. I'm so hyped!!!!

submitted 75 days ago • 2 comments

Face and Ear Tracking for the ZDragon by Zephyxus! Face Blendshapes by me and Ear Tracking set up by MagicDed Grab it from Gumroad here! royalgryphon.gumroad.com/l/ZDragonFaceTracking

submitted 101 days ago • 9 comments

Woot, 2 more decks to add to the collection. #Bicycle #USPCC #Dragon

submitted 105 days ago • 1 comment

I am so tired of feeling unwanted -all the time.- Its so bad tonight that my chest hurts. I feel so lost and hopeless. x.x I wish I wasn't so broken.

submitted 106 days ago • 1 comment

Bleeh, been feeling like absolute worthless garbage today. Hasn't been a fun ride, especially alone. @.@

submitted 108 days ago • 0 comments

Please, enjoy one minute of mind-soothing PS2 menu ambience.

submitted 113 days ago • 6 comments

Not doing terribly well today mentally and emotionally. I partly blame my music library's shuffle.

submitted 130 days ago • 1 comment

Well... almost got to witness an extreme tailgater turn himself into the cause of a head-on collision today. Had to sit in my car for a bit once parked to work out the jitters. Of all the days I don't have a cam mounted in my window.

submitted 137 days ago • 0 comments

Ngl, there is a part of me that wants a set of these. (In purple ofc) X-D

submitted 138 days ago • 1 comment

If you know, you know, and probably grew up at least in the late 80s / 90s. n.n #ifyouknowyouknow

submitted 140 days ago • 0 comments

Been feeling so lonely lately, maybe lonely enough to visit a nearby tower..

submitted 147 days ago • 0 comments