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mdni | it's just me talking to myself mostly x @jadefreiaa
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feeling blue

submitted 223 days ago • 0 comments

i guess no studying today. i will just go with the flow from now and no planning shit and just do what i gotta do.

submitted 227 days ago • 0 comments

“i would rather die than have others know my pain” that was what i thought by giving people weird ideas about me and to die out of embarrassment and let people abandon me. but i know that being an embarrassment would give other people pain instead of me and yet i did it anyway.

submitted 227 days ago • 1 comment

i was studying and all my questions in my head gone just like that...

submitted 229 days ago • 0 comments

i cant believe all my confusions were answered if i actually studied

submitted 229 days ago • 0 comments

if I've never been in love that means i can expect my first love right? hehe

submitted 232 days ago • 0 comments

why i feel like everyone blamed me without understanding me? but what's weirder is why i feel okay people dont understand me?

submitted 232 days ago • 0 comments

i don't think i can trust him

submitted 233 days ago • 0 comments

was i mistaken admiration with love? was my first love not a love but just admiration like hee do to yu rim? cause i also always wanted to be his rival and the way i hate him after i knew him in different light too..

submitted 233 days ago • 0 comments

im a chatterbox.....

submitted 233 days ago • 0 comments

i told everything about him to my mom..

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

that was a cool way of saying hi lol

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

now that i know the truth, it pains me physically whenever i try to put my heart out even when i try to fool my mind that it's not the truth. my chest hurts when i try to be hopeful that something or someone will not deceive me.

submitted 234 days ago • 1 comment

nah gini dong lagunya, ga galau

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

he's still warm yet his hand is so cold

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

goodness why am i so anxious?

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

am i that innocent?

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

it's funny. im bad at explaining myself but i keep trying to explain everything

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

im enjoying watching time travel drama cause i keep imagining if only i could do that too i would make myself to never fall in love with that man or anyone that deeply when i knew nothing about the world yet

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

im in a crowd and the drama is at kissing scene, why is it always like this? making me so anxious for no reason

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

i need to pee but im at station.. fuck this

submitted 234 days ago • 1 comment

i really hate waiting.. if it wasn't because of smartphone idk what mess i would do when i am waiting

submitted 234 days ago • 0 comments

he is not even that handsome so why did i.. damn

submitted 235 days ago • 0 comments

i want iceeeee

submitted 237 days ago • 0 comments

minji is really the coolest girl ever

submitted 237 days ago • 0 comments

i think if i were the same age as my dad i couldn't be his close friend cause he is too awesome but i probably will befriend my mom cause she is so caring with everyone

submitted 237 days ago • 0 comments

what should i discuss with her?

submitted 238 days ago • 0 comments

goodness what is this smell????

submitted 238 days ago • 0 comments

the best hit osts really hit different when you know what it feels like being in early 20s

submitted 239 days ago • 0 comments

i wanna curse but i care about them too, aren't i too kind?

submitted 239 days ago • 0 comments

ngl my senior inspires me so much i actually think that being successful is achievable

submitted 239 days ago • 0 comments

why the fuck my self esteem is so low goodness

submitted 239 days ago • 0 comments

do they have cctv on me?

submitted 240 days ago • 0 comments

hidup gue bener bener disetir orangtua but i guess it will be fine and because i can trust them

submitted 240 days ago • 0 comments

dizzy

submitted 244 days ago • 0 comments

hope.. is it really worth it to have it?

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments

the difference between me in the present and me in the past is i used to believe that people can change for the better even the worst people in the world but i stopped believing that since what all of that happened in 2019-2022

submitted 245 days ago • 1 comment

what am i even doing goodness

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments

fuck it! i dont wanna be a pity person just to win a competition

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments

have yall ever done something that is so out of character?

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments

my heart FUCK

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments

i think im turning into infj bro holy

submitted 245 days ago • 0 comments