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she/her • 30+ • visual #artist • #gamer • #violin • #DM D&D 5E • INTP • chaotic good • book worm • tea lover • 🏳️‍🌈💘 •🗣️🇩🇪 (native) 🇬🇧(fl.) 🇯🇵(N4-ish)
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Fun times when you are super motivated but your ADHD meds stop working once a month, so focus doesn't know me for days, because no one could be bothered to do research for adult women with ADHD and just stays with the meds developed for young boys and say "eh good enough we guess" 🙃🙃🙃

Was beating myself up over my poor listening comprehension in japanese and I need to remind myself more often that my adhd comes with audio processing issues and that I sometimes don't comprehend audio even in my native german 🙈

I no longer wonder at the fall of the Roman Empire. Clearly, it only takes a few powerful incompetents to bring empires down.

People want stories. We are drawn to the story in art. We pause and spend time with a painting until we find the joy in each brushstroke. In that moment we see the artist and storyteller like a wizard behind the curtain. That is absent in gen ai. Go be that storyteller. Go be human and create.

The gods are looming. Almost time for the Divergence. #CriticalRole

I wanna be kinda fluent in japanese so bad but the way is still soooo long 🥲 (but also fun and super interesting)

Wow it’s been a really wild year *looks at calendar* Oh.

Trying to think of a way to say this without it sounding cheesy but one thing about Tolkien that means a lot to me is that the darkness of the night only makes the Light of the Stars shine more brightly.

As someone with ADHD I love the new custom speed option on youtube 🥰

Wow. it must feel terrible when someone takes something you made and uses it without permission or payment

The "You turn over 30 years old and your back will break" people sadly were not wrong 💀I look like a teenager and have the back of a granny now apparently

I don't want a "career" in a company - I want a job with as little responsibility as I have to have for a salary I can live off by myself 🥲

My goal this year is to finish the first book of Remember the Kanji (also slowly learning Kanji with writing+readings on the side) because I want to be able to read sooner. I learned English by reading and playing Visual Novels and I want the same for Japanese but the barrier is so much higher 🥲

To each their own but especially after 2020 I don't get people not masking on the trains. The amount of people who feel comfortable coughing out their lungs and wet sneezing 30 cm beside me is way too high (aside from Covid I don't want their normal colds, flus and stuff either 🤮)

The severe pain in my back I endured all weekend doesn't match that people always think I'm in my teens when looking at me 😭💀

Friends don't let friends use Duolingo. When it comes to Japanese, there are so many better ways to learn than giving money to a company that's firing its workers and replacing them with AI. Here's our roadmap for a cheap and effective Duolingo alternative. https://buff.ly/3WaA87t

After extensive review, France has established very positive gender affirming care guidelines, and they’ve rejected the highly politicized Cass Report as simply false. www.lgbtqnation.com/2024/12/new-...

not sure if some people understand that part of what makes creating so rewarding is the fact that it *is* hard. It doesn’t matter if you’re been painting or writing for 80 years— every piece will have problems that need solving, and few things feel better than figuring it out.

I would argue that while learning to read and write in Japanese will of course take me considerably more time than when I learned English...at least Japanese follows rules more consistently and is more fun to learn than the chaos and mayhem that is spelling AND pronunciation in English.

Humble Games is dead, and Humble Bundle has become a soulless husk. Cancel your subs, don't renew

Stop Forcing A.I. into Fucking EVERYTHING!

Doing shaowing for japanese makes me feel stupid even though I'm all alone in my room. Time to learn to embrace the feeling I guess 😂🙈

Book buying problem? No no no. My good bitch, I am a patron of the arts.

Me: I wonder if I have sensory issues cause (very likely) autism... Me: Carry 4 different kinds of ear plugs for any given situation, sunglasses year round on hand and enough hair pins to secure every hair in case I suddenly can't stand even a single hair touching me. Wrong jumper = might cry...

We’re being dispossessed of our indigenous languages by waivers, copyright, and other intellectual property laws. Indigenous erasure is happening right here and right now in the present.

Mr. Silver | Homicipher 🤍 #homicipher #homiciphergame #mrcrawling #crawling #косплей #cosplay #horror #game

Mr.Scarletella? #homicipher #mrscarletella #mc #cosplay

Fuuuuuck. I forgot that being informed about current events makes me miserable.

Japanese translator friends: does anyone know anything about 'Clayton Maris'? By that I mean... are they a real person?

Guess I finally have to play Okami now huh 😂🙈

You ever draw your OC *the way they're meant to look* in an art by accident and you constantly analyze said art trying to figure out what the hell you did right?

I dont want AAA games anymore, i want games made by a little freak with a vision

I want game devs to give us even more female protagonists who look just like normal women as a treat. We deserve it 😌💅

It's weird that I live in the best internet age to teach myself japanese or anything really (bc I truly learn better at my own pace instead of courses) but I can also see the internet deteriorating at a scary pace...

Even years later I still think Dragon Age Inquisition is too fucking confusing and unnecessarily all over the place. (Still love it though!)

Spent all day today organising my video games according to platform, length, genre etc. So it will be easier to find what I'm in the mood for 😊 It was oddly relaxing 😂

I still talk to people in my imagination that moved on from me long ago. I miss you. It sucks.

ABSOLUTELY NOT This is a great way to completely destroy the cause of ALT. “We steal from artists” is NEVER the answer. Repost with ALT AND ATTRIBUTION Or politely ask someone to ALT their work Threatening people and painting folks that advocate for ALT text as thieves is a horrible strategy.

99% of the advice people give for using Bluesky amounts to “don’t willingly have a terrible experience”, and the messed up thing is that peoples experience online has gotten so bad they legitimately need to be reminded of that

"Tolerance becomes a crime when applied to evil." Thomas Mann

Have you ever seen or shared an 'oh no' cartoon? Did you know the creator is a queer Welsh artist? Did you know they're being agressively pursued & harassed w/lawsuits from a US organisation trying to steal their intellectual property? Did you know you can donate to cover the horrific legal costs?

“It’s a constant in this country that the people who make the laws, love to talk about God when they take things from you.” Talia Lavin “Wild Faith” #booksky

Really not fun when your coworkers use 'burn out' as a joke term to throw around (out of ignorance but knowing that only helps slightly) while I'm trying to figure out if the side effects of my former meds will be worth keeping a job and not wanting to jump from a bridge everytime I get an email 💀