“a sense that things might just peak if they had one small addition”
I feel this line. But I think it goes much, much wider than drugs and aligns perfectly with FOMO and OCD overlap. Elements of addiction, relief and self-hate there but the highs are, alas, not really a thing.
I feel this line. But I think it goes much, much wider than drugs and aligns perfectly with FOMO and OCD overlap. Elements of addiction, relief and self-hate there but the highs are, alas, not really a thing.
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The insight that it’s all a mirage is vital.
The question is how far that you have to walk away from the door before you return to check that it's closed?!!
I had terrible OCD as a teenager that only lost its power when i was placed into a situation where i could not comply with the compulsions due to circumstances.
+ It’s also probably linked to an ongoing undiagnosed (local NHS = useless) digestive issue I have that exacerbates anxiety.
Barely out of the caves and the trees
It's all vanity, all vanity - we try to have control
It's all vanity, all vanity 'cause Chaos rules it all
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbEPj707vMk