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loverocketz.bsky.social • 6 days ago

yeah ok losing weight made my ed worse kdnskdndjak

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loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

like it directly coincides with me realizing i have full blown arfid and that does NOT play nice with the binge-starve and in fact is i think turning it into Starve

loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

it's like something has gone off in my brain to make me jealously guard this weight loss like a dragon hoarding gold

loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

and then i think what triggered full blown arfid was just me kind of losing my drive to force myself to eat no matter how i felt about the food???

loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

bc i used to just ignore the nausea and sensory issues bc that was how i was conditioned to approach food

loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

but now those walls are down and it's just mixing into something really nasty

loverocketz.bsky.social•6 days ago

it's just hard to force yourself to eat on Starve days when you suddenly only want like 4 different foods

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