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gonna be on psych hold for 12 - 72 hours they're gonna take my phone bye xoxoxo (im ok dw)

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i swear if i get put on a psychiatric hold i will be so mad lmao

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might be going to the hospital to get my head checked lmao

submitted 3 days ago • 2 comments

welp i did it now we wait for loss prevention to come talk to us bc i said i was afraid i was gonna hurt myself

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

about to be way too honest with hr im suicidal i can't do this

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my eyes were so glassy when i looked in the mirror

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zero appetite and didn't sleep hardly at all and i am on the brink of losing my fucking shit

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

maybe i will go to hr (ugh) and just be like "im legit about to lose my shit what are my options here" and hope there's something

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

actually so tired i want to kms

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anyway i gotta leave in 15 minutes so i better go get ready ig

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

ok well let's hope they approve my time off request i just put in for later today.

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

just kind of hate being alive right now

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

haven't even gotten out of bed yet bc im just hoping they'll throw me a bone with a free day off (they won't tho)

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

like i actually feel sick rn

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

actually so exhausted i am going to burn the fuck out and it's only day 2 of 4

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another work day help

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accidentally downloaded the deluxe version or something i was like "this album is twice as long as i remember" and then i realized......

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I HATE YOU! — don't leave me!

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

i think my mom noticed that i am not eating

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

ig maybe i shouldn't be so hard on myself about this tho like body distortions are extremely hard to see through. i learned that recently. it is a mental illness so like yk sorry but also genuinely had no idea bc mirrors are like fun house mirrors to me atp

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

yeah ok losing weight made my ed worse kdnskdndjak

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

me rapidly losing weight after getting off of quetiapine has actually been disastrous to my mental health i think???

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

yeah ok no food is making me genuinely feel sick this morning ummm i will just have my last meal replacement shake and then try to force down a granola bar later i cannot eat this yogurt

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

like i don't generally notice or care about people's weight in a way that could be construed as a negative like to me everyone else's body is just like... a normal body?? but i don't give myself that same grace for some reason

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

apologizing to all my fat friends for calling myself fat in front of them bc it turns out my body dysmorphia was so bad i genuinely could not see what i looked like and god i cannot imagine how annoying it has been to see me say that all the time jdkamdjsnfn

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

today's gonna be a mellon collie and the infinite sadness kind of day maybe should download that before work

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ok calm down

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

i have work today and i barely slept and fuck i hope they offer today off bc idk if i can actually go in

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i feel so fucking panicked and shitty and sad

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And slowly I remember why I cannot pretend/ That I never think of you in all this screaming silence— — OH GOD, I WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!

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