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ough being without trazadone after taking it every night for a week solid is fucking with me i think

submitted 6 hours ago • 0 comments

WHY AM I SO PARANOID

submitted 9 hours ago • 1 comment

just having a random sad moment bc i was in the geriatric ward and now i'm thinking about how many of those seniors had dementia and how far gone they were

submitted 11 hours ago • 1 comment

i'm dreading the moment he wakes up, reads my message about my hospitalization, and answers

submitted 13 hours ago • 1 comment

ok one of my brothers texted me that's cool. i feel better.

submitted 13 hours ago • 0 comments

like genuinely i had like 20+ fucking people worried about me and checking on me and none of them were my siblings are we really so apathetic about each other's lives fuck i thought we were better than this

submitted 16 hours ago • 0 comments

we're not really a talk-about-feelings family but would it goddamn kill them to leave just one fucking message for me to come back to

submitted 16 hours ago • 0 comments

none of my siblings reached out to me even tho my mom told them what was going on i think maybe the language she used wasn't strong enough. she did just say i went to the hospital and was vague and i'm sure if they knew i was suicidal they would've reached out but

submitted 16 hours ago • 1 comment

unfortunately the bad thoughts don't stop just bc i was hospitalized but i'll be ok

submitted 17 hours ago • 1 comment

ok im back from the funny farm (i got put with the old people bc there was no room in regular hell) i have 2 pairs of grippy socks!

submitted 20 hours ago • 2 comments

gonna be on psych hold for 12 - 72 hours they're gonna take my phone bye xoxoxo (im ok dw)

submitted 6 days ago • 3 comments

i swear if i get put on a psychiatric hold i will be so mad lmao

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

might be going to the hospital to get my head checked lmao

submitted 6 days ago • 2 comments

welp i did it now we wait for loss prevention to come talk to us bc i said i was afraid i was gonna hurt myself

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

about to be way too honest with hr im suicidal i can't do this

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

my eyes were so glassy when i looked in the mirror

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

zero appetite and didn't sleep hardly at all and i am on the brink of losing my fucking shit

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

maybe i will go to hr (ugh) and just be like "im legit about to lose my shit what are my options here" and hope there's something

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

actually so tired i want to kms

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

anyway i gotta leave in 15 minutes so i better go get ready ig

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

ok well let's hope they approve my time off request i just put in for later today.

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

just kind of hate being alive right now

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

haven't even gotten out of bed yet bc im just hoping they'll throw me a bone with a free day off (they won't tho)

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

like i actually feel sick rn

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

actually so exhausted i am going to burn the fuck out and it's only day 2 of 4

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

another work day help

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

accidentally downloaded the deluxe version or something i was like "this album is twice as long as i remember" and then i realized......

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

I HATE YOU! — don't leave me!

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

i think my mom noticed that i am not eating

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

ig maybe i shouldn't be so hard on myself about this tho like body distortions are extremely hard to see through. i learned that recently. it is a mental illness so like yk sorry but also genuinely had no idea bc mirrors are like fun house mirrors to me atp

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments