blinkpen.bsky.social
31 yo sapphic drawing creature
i am a system w schizophrenia please be kind
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sometimes my sentences get obtuse entirely as a result of me having to think of new metaphors to fit in the character limit of a social media website's public message delivery mechanism. now see that time i had spare space.
ok. time to stop anxiously stop dicking around w my phone for the evening,
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i've had to compartmentalize too hard too often in my life to survive, i think. still keeps happening, unfortunately. sometimes the puzzle of articulating viscerally felt emotions through ever so slightly oddly worded sentences is like a loading screen minigame for the process.
see like right there
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i'm gonna cry for real from the perfect timing for an emotional mood counter on the situation going on where i am atm to not freak out or panic, thank you, she looks so good. she's radiating like. batman energy 😭❤️
but even drawing for me aside, it's so good to see you drawing again buddy <3
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this is like an monochromatic art piece to me i'd hang this in a frame on my wall its really pleasing to look upon
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sometimes the motivation isn't money or power, per se. sometimes it's "i shouldn't be expected to have to do anything and nobody should be allowed to be mad at me"
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pretends that car creep was not Terrifying by comparing it to the bojack gag where kelsey n justin are conversing in a tiny "smoking allowed" area drawn with chalk by a dumpster n whenever either misplaces A Foot outside the line a rando passerby will scowl and perform a paggro fake coughing fit
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(the person in the creeping vehicle then rolled the window down to chastise me over the fact i was smoking- in a location it should be fine to do so- but her having to smell any whiff of it on the wind for a few seconds warrants this reaction anyway. i didn't want trouble so i put it out n left)
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Shits always been bad bc America has always been bad and it can’t get better if people give up but like. Holy shit dude. Can society as a whole just have a sit.
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It hard to say bc the decline kicked off after long Covid caused me to have a stroke in my damn 20s but the advent of Covid goes hand in hand w so much of the political landscape that’s been bringing us to these awful place
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i don't want to GM but would still love to join a oneshot some time still,
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i got reminded of these doodles by something else and went to dig them out of my archive and i learned they officially turned 10 years old, Yesterday
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getting forms asking what name i'd like used for me in the credits of something and i just stare at the forms for ten minutes at a time, several times, for days, still stumped
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not from that monologue but you know the atmosphere is on max when a sentence as simple as "the basement... is dark" is scary as hell
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anatomy legit one of the only horror games of all times that's ever successfully spooked me
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if they're not just evil then legit how does anyone who is a cop or in the military not feel deeply and hugely embarrassed of themselves doing the things they do
grown ass man with an instant kill tool screeching how threatening a toddler who is shin height to him is, thinks HE looks badass? ok
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hey nerd. play these or else i'm gonna-[collapses from medical reasons]
kittyhorrorshow.itch.io
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rowanabbottturbo.itch.io/tuesday-thur...
If I can recommend something a friend made this is a very… compelling, and haunting experience. To me it felt like my heart was being squeezed like your arm when you take your blood pressure, if that makes any sense at all.
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honestly "here's a game i made/a friend of mine made" is the BEST suggestion type to give me, adding it to the list
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it'd be so hard to maintain wars and police states and the pointless hoarding/squatting on resources just to keep them from those wanting, if any tool that could instantly kill someone you're standing outside the arm's reach of vanished into pixie dust forever, this is my idea of a power fantasy ig
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which is to say, i'm doing ok, i'm trying to keep positive, new meds help, but i haven't stopped being sick of the state of things and still wishing all bloodshed would stop the way a kid does bc that sentiment never died as i aged at least in part bc i'm perpetually immature, i will admit this
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"group this news station hates maintains refusal of dismissal of case to object to motion to negate bill to cease not protecting XYZ; wins lawsuit" you are doing this shit on purpose and i Hate you
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someone else can transcribe these Old Tags on an Old Post tags i do not have the time rn Byeeee