-so in my head I keep telling myself I'm normal, when I know I'm so definitely not, and I have a strong feeling of what I am, but I don't want to say cause it might be untrue, so I'm like stuck on this weird hamster wheel of back and forth. Sometimes days just feel backwards, and I don't know why.

It also feel like that glitch thing from Into the Spiderverse, if that makes anymore sense.