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fidgets.bsky.social
i make stuff on sl, currently inactive and using this place to talk so please dont follow if youre looking for art!
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I give up for tonight. Nini

submitted 1 hour ago • 1 comment

aw man i havent been an "alcoholic" in years hahah fuck it doesnt feel great. but if it means anything, ive got it limited to 1-2 a week (was a bit more a few weeks ago). im not happy with it but i wont let it consume me. i also only drink when im sad, i got the adhd thing with substances

submitted 8 hours ago • 1 comment

jokes on cis men i fell in luv with id say out of the ppl ive dated and talked to maybe like 5% of my playlist is from them. rest is me & my friends shout out alis 4 making a playlist w me and showing me cool stuff if anyone ever wants to send me ur spotify, i wont add stuff unless im drunk unfort

submitted 8 hours ago • 1 comment

CAUSE LAATELLYY I HAVE WRONGED YOU, AND NOT BEEN ON YOUR SIDE, LOVE

submitted 8 hours ago • 0 comments

Actually I might pay out of pocket for a saliva test. I've been on so many and none of them feel great, Prozac used to feel the most numbing but idk it hasn't done much for me except give me tremors nowadays So look out I might open (very simple) comm slots

submitted 11 hours ago • 0 comments

I tried to eat a high protein breakfast & high protein lunch w Lots of fibre but unfortunately still vyvanse crashing at midday mark and have to nap Ran out of Prozac anyway so I'll probably just drop it and see if I can get like. I've heard good things about Wellbutrin or I can try Lexapro again gn

submitted 11 hours ago • 1 comment

il del if i ever reactivate my twitter just waiting to do something so wanted to share my dream perfumes dream for a reason these mfs are expensive as fuck

submitted 13 hours ago • 1 comment

can someone give me tips on losing weight kind of fast but not like ED fast because i had loose skin surgery and my stomach is getting rly fat and im terirfied ive undone it any beginner weight lifting routines thta actually work orjust anything pls. i have pots so i cant run for very long etc

submitted 15 hours ago • 0 comments

I actually just played wow with these people and would get up whenever they needed me I wouldn't take breaks because I was so happy people were doing stuff with me and I thought I was just being semi normal but I'm still branded unwell because I'm upset this person fucked with me okay idk sorry

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

I actually feel so sick I'm sorry. So many times I could pinpoint what I did that was bad or where I had to improve and I'm not saying I'm perfect at all but I thought I was okay, like I thought I was being a decent person but I'm still just The crazy egirl that needs to move on and get help

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

I am so fucking glad I have spent forever trying to be better and people can still come in, fuck my life up in every horrible nightmare way I've expressed to them I'm terrified of, then they can leave and tell everyone behind my back "yeah she needs help" because I'm upset afterward

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

more old shit im fuckin wit will prob need giga refining because i dont love the pattern but, something to do i guess

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

yep yep had to go over the chest again cause it was saved 1024x1024 so its nt perfect but good enough after ad layout is done easy releases coming for old mods that i can go over fast with these brushes. this actual mod besides fixing shading & having to redo the chest took me 4 hours to refine

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

drafting up the most heinous notecard and description to try to ward off every "can u do this for me" dm and 3 star review that the product doesnt come with a free blowjob and foot massage

submitted 1 day ago • 2 comments

ill reply to everyone in a bit sorry (take a shot every time i fucking tweet this) i just want to work on stuff while my meds are active & ill reply when the focus and energy has worn off

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

consistently watch others get so much support when shit happens and I'm not even worth drafting a message to someone that's hurt me so fucking deeply. not to anyone. I hope I die

submitted 2 days ago • 3 comments

is this my life

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

sorry i only yap during the first two hours of vyvanse and my caffeine pill then i crash and feel shit but yknow talkin and workin while i can

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

can someone hack my furaffinity please theres a character i want in my notes somewhere and they want my ID 2 prove i own the account (crazy) i cant even provide it cause i made it when i was underage w fake dob and got banned and dragoneer was like "msg me when ur 18" so i had to wait yrs to dm LOL

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

starting project off strong by not upscaling my fucking texture to 2048. god im gonna scream bro

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment