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neurotox.bsky.social
She/Her (Age over 21) Anti Censorship Loves Villains/Psychopaths Loves Stingrays (animal) Loves Zombies Rabid Horror Fan Thunder Storms are my Heaven Therian Member of Kaerwyn RP Scribbles sometimes
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Yay 23rd Anniversary today. Love my amazing husband who puts up with me on a 24/7 basis. I mean.. that's just an inhuman talent. 🖤🖤

What's sad about transphobes crying about hrt and surgery, is that they don't bat an eye when cis men and women get the exact same procedures. Just like it's ok for hetero titties to be out in madigra, or the current fashion of yer ass eating yer pants is 'glam', but somehow Pride bikini is 'bad'.

Well.. that was the entire 'storm'. 1 hour of light rain, one good lightning strike and a few beautiful thunder rolls. I hate this state. I HATE IT. I need to moooooove. Tired of being teased.

There's thunder and it starting to rain!! Oh, pleeeeeeease stay and storm!

Jonathan Joss--voice actor of John Redcorn from King of the Hill, and Ken Hotate from Parks and Rec--was killed in a homophobic hate crime today. I'm so angry.

Omg, delicious!

Great movie/show lines to walk in on: "I hope nobody messes this up, we didn't burn all those people for nothing."

Overthinking again.

Love having to clean the whole kitchen before I start actually cooking anything. I'm not in a good mood. Shocker, I know.

The amount of transphobes who need to be told "uh, this hot chick is actually somone you hate" makes me laugh. They go from 'gawd damn baby' to 'omg you mean HE, fukin pretender!' Just because someone said the word 'trans'. I want a reality show where they take blind tests for bigots.

It's hot, and making me cranky. I hate the heat. Rain now pls. Ugh. Nothin but fukin blue skies. What a shitty day.

I finally had the courage to reach out to one of the artists I admire for a comission idea. They couldn't do it, and were super nice. Just a note for others looking to comish people - it's ok for them to say no. Never treat anyone like a slave to your money. Be kind.

Yes pls. My bedroom window is open.

Why is human Al so damn hot. Especially in happy murder mode. 🖤📻

Best thing I've read today: Sleep is like being dead without the commitment. An open relationship with Death. Death with benefits.

My scribbles: This fucking sucks and I want to rage quit life. Other people's 'scribbles': Fucking artwork. Amazing. Style. Practically a finished piece. Sometimes browsing my fav artists makes me cry. It's like a love/hate thing. I love them, and hate myself.

Rolf got most of his stitches out. Just one bandaged paw left to heal up. The light therapy we tried out seems to have made a big difference. Very happy with how his recovery is going, and he is happy Best Dog. 🖤

Apparently tiktok has a 'downs syndrome' filter. How did that even get approved? Wtf is wrong with people? I hate everything.

Today there is no happy. Dunno why. I slept most of the time. Prob sleep the rest away so I don't have to eat. Feeling fat and unhappy and tired. Guess it's a crash day for no reason.

Gonna start sharing my fav unhinged Alastor art, because it makes me squee. Fluff is nice sometimes, but my true passion is darky darkerton darkest terriblez. 📻🖤

1 year ago today, said goodbye to my monster kitty. I miss him still.

Despite my physical health issues normalizing, my mental state is a yoyo on fire. So much anger with no outlet. The urge to avoid everything by running, even tho that's impossible. Punctuated by moments of joy and happy times. And nobody to talk to, cause I fear losing the ones I give a shit about.

Amazing how fast things return to shitty normal. Food left out, trash in the kitchen, people crashing on the couch, tv playing 24/7 to fucking nobody watching it. Rent not being paid. People don't fucking change. The only way I'm ever going to find peace is with the house empty. Or death.

LRP: This Bsky is a kinky safe space. Even if I don't share your kink, I endorse your right to have it--even if it makes me uncomfortable or upset. *Taps the sign*

I think I wanna go see Amir at a convention for my birthday this year. I was thinkin of having a 20s themed party, but I dun have a lot of friends, or any real idea of how to plan it. Hopefully my fav demon deer voice actor will have something schedualed in Sept that's close enough for me to get to.

Experimenting with some dumb digital coloring. Wanted to see how it might look before trying my pencils. I kinda liked the idea of making her body look a bit like a cosmos/galaxy. @jetsamjunk.bsky.social 's birthday pic. Art takes me forever these days.

I am that creepy friend in the corner. 🖤

Sad to discover Hobby Lobby is a hate group supporter. :( Art stores are in small supply as it is. Thankfully, there are still alternatives out there. But damn, I really liked that store.

Sketch for @jetsamjunk.bsky.social birthday. It's supposed to be her in the cryptid AU. I didn't have an oc ref, and kinda just kept scribbling til this thingy came out. So.. I hope it's ok? I'm sorry, I tried! 🖤🥺 Gonna color it later.