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Baddie thinking out loud! https://www.tiktok.com/@peterodejobi?_t=ZG-8rrcXofpEf3&_r=1
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404 I ghosted I knowwww

Dropped.

I started YouTube!!!🎉🎉🎉 youtube.com/@peterodejob...

This the new email scam?

I’ve tasted therapy, I’ve tasted venting to friends, I highly recommend ChatGPT.

should I just give up???

I'm so disappointed I've been 3 months sober from porn & started working out but I had a rebound today I feel so guilty. The voice in my head keeps telling me I'll fail! I'll fail!! Help me!!!

why am I stuck at 389 followers??? y'all keep taking me to 390 and back for months now.

I did it again! Went to an audition and this time I told myself "I'm okay, it's gonna be okay" and my nerves well calm, I aced that audition.

So nobody here missed me?? I've been gone for a while that's sad.

is it right that I feel this way? I'm not happy something good happened to him he's hurt me times over that it's become a scar in my life. is okay to feel like this? I thought I've healed??

I did it! I'm so proud of myself I went I did the audition in front of everyone it slipped my line a little but I caught myself back. Wooffff

I'm so nervous it's killing me!!, I'm auditioning for a commercials and it's outside with other people watching.

On the bus home the driver took the wrong turn and missed my stop then this girl behind me said "see as you're doing like woman, act like a man!!!" I said "I don't understand you want me to be shouting???", i don't even know where that came from but if it was...

having standards will test your patience, I remember praying for a remote role & was getting really bad offers i thought "should i just take it?", built a whole app for an organization & it was after they told me it's a volunteer role dafawk?? y waste my fkn time. I got a job (good pay & remote)🎉

Yesterday I learnt "u gotta be able to juggle passion w sustainability" imagine wanting to be an actor you need money to pour into that, you should work a remote role for bills & still pursue acting I thought putting all my eggs in 1 basket was it but I'm not saying it won't work just you'll suffer

I really use to think that I was waisting my life and people would tell their kids not to be like me...I just found out you never know who's watching keep following that dream you're inspiring people.

I don't wanna call this a skeet cause I googled it and you don't wanna know.

"don't expect lion not to eat you because you don't eat lion" tf does that mean? You sha want to be wise.

this is the right place, the right time, I have everthing I need I'm doing it.

I will NOT allow anything KILL my DESIRE for something BETTER!

"Just 1 more day" that's what I'll keep telling myself to show up.

I see my efforts and the hard work I put in now it's just a matter of time.

i will succeed bc im crazy i will succeed bc im crazy i will succeed bc im crazy i will succeed bc im crazy i will succeed bc im crazy i will succeed bc im crazy

I'm doing it! I'm rejecting opportunities for my passion smd interests.

The tiny voice is my head keeps sabotaging and saying negative words to me I'm fighting it.

might fuck around and start investing in myself. might fuck around and start showing up for myself. might fuck around and start being the person I've always imagined myself to be.

I don't know what to do my heart keeps getting jumpy and flustered all the time, I keep reminding myself there's nothing to be scared of! is there anything else I can do to stop getting flustered all the time?

new lock & home screen. Designed by yours truly me!

my lowerback hurts real bad, this how old people feel ?

Woke by 4AM from a scary nightmare, I killed a man to impress 2 other people push him into running waters. I think my mind was trying to tell me i shouldn't have to be something I'm not to make friends. Still can't shake off the guilt i feel was so happy to find out it was all dream.

Laying down till I'm about to d!e before I cook what to eat.