sillyjammy.bsky.social
💀 jackie♡ early 20s (12/03) ☆ black ♡ ADULTS ONLY ☆ 00s retro junkie ♡ introvert rambler 💀
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those are the rawest phrases i heard in awhile, it rhymed which is a nice touch haha
i respect you a lot because despite similar doubts, you’re definitely a lot more ahead and aren’t bounded about others
and i do wish to reach that sooner or later, thank you again hon 💕💕
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Make things that you care about that are important to you. Create things you want to see. Do the things you want because they would be inspiring to see. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do and in all that you do
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ima have to put this as a reminder when i feel that same doubt again
for awhile i thought the art is only for the people and only that, that’s been my mindset for years
i need to realize that art isn’t about attention, it’s about loving yourself too
i need.. to relearn that again, honest
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And why do it? Because you want to. I understand that having support can absolutely help and give you the motivation. So let me say that I enjoy your art and what you make. I think you should continue to make it. I think you should make it because you enjoy it and its yours. Create great things
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thank you hon.. no seriously, i needed the reassurance cuz it’s something i’ve been eternally struggling for the longest time even after recovering most of it
it’s hard to be upfront about emotions that can’t be as easily said in wording
it’s why i draw, it’s the second closest way of expressing
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unless it’s a SERIOUS problem, i don’t think ruining someone’s social life (ESPECIALLY if it’s introvert and autistic) is the play
people are so unstable that mental health hardly exists to their viewpoint as long it gives clout..
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it’s ironic, they’re saying they’re doing everyone a favor..
and that favor is worsen someone’s behavior even further and potentially serious harm??
it’s unhinged and it feels everywhere acts like a high school musical
as soon someone say it’s 5-10 years ago, i turn my head immediately
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having to see the same art by the same person who ya had history with, they just want you out of the picture
the same art that people will like, but ya can't say anything so your mouth is SHUT
it feels isolating, it feels lonely
that's something i simply wish i can heal from, but how can i? fuck
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i want to reassure that i can just forget about all of it and go back being my usual self before 2020 hit
im holding better than i was years ago, but it still hurts
watching artists ya used to be cool with, and now they can't stand you is the worst feeling ever...
y'know how damaging that is?
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it seems like anytime i get interested on a subject and be invited by people who i truly think i belonged somewhere
im back to the fucking beginning after fuck up after fuck up
nothing feels like home anymore, so why draw? why invest on other's work when it only reminds me of the shitty times
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its not transformation as a medium is the problem, its the type of stuff i've actively see on a daily basis
when i look at em, i get less inspired because the mindset of
"what's the point, just draw something rubber and it'll go nuts"
which made my previous drawings feel kinda irrelevant
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and before anyone say "you're always welcome!".. its not even that aspect
i mean like in a culturally aspect, alot of the parts in the space i simply can't follow through nor comfortable to establish with
it happens anytime i try sticking to a space longer than i should
its a weird dilemma
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yippee!!
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could be a cute idea to either be teased by yours or both of em are just exchanging with each other with their feet out haha
im up for whenever, your character is cute either way!! 💕
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he's a sweetie yeee, if only the folks didn't treat him like a "twink goat" ðŸ˜
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i only liked it cuz of the whole darken aspect from the design, his current design onward is still neat tho
but i'll admit i do have some gripes with it cuz of how the head shape doesn't align with the actual sprites
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woooo, chuuu!
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thank ya hon.. i'll dm ya in bsky
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its rough to say but $40-60ish range?