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i’m so funny i laugh at myself • writer, swiftie, and certified yapper • lorelai gilmore’s daughter (real) (not a lie) (give me your money (she passed her soul down to me)) she/her | 18
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i've officially finished listening to her entire discography, and that's on my entire life being music

Broken Glass too what the fuck

was gonna play the sims but then i listen to hate to be lame for the first time and now suddenly i want to write the one fic that i've been putting off for the last few days because that's my baby and she would scream sing to that song if she lived in the same universe as it

just decided that i’m gonna start quoting my songs with my favorite parts of them so here’s the bridge for this one!! hehe

so motivated for this story that i've already started writing 3 different opening paragraphs for the first chapter and i'm just making it a problem for future me to pick her favorite 😭

okay so the mc's name is Este but i'm suddenly backing out of the No Body, No Crime story title idea because i feel like it doesn't fit the theme of the story? might just have her name be Este and name the fic Cornelia Street just so both are still references to Taylor, what do y'all think?

after like 30 songs, i can confirm that i've been missing out and my music taste has officially grown to include one more person

randomly starting to listen to Lizzy McAlpine’s entire discography right now because i can’t get Pushing It Down and Praying out of my head 😭

just wrote the summary of my mc and her love interest's backstory preceding the story and i actually wanna sob for my mc, who was an unfortunate victim of her love interest's internalized homophobia and comphet 😭

✨GOOD MORNING BESTIES✨ today is @quinnhasadhd.bsky.social’s top surgery, SO ONLY GOOD VIBES ARE ALLOWED 😌☀️

is anybody proud of me for leaving my latest mc's parents alive because i know i am

just reread the first chapter of my one criminal minds fanfic that i spent like an entire 5 months working on and i'm honestly so invested in a story that i know i'm writing myself??? but like, the first chapter is so good??? can't imagine myself writing it, that's how much i loved reading it

praying that when i finally publish my most authentic Criminal Minds fic that the readers don't just overlook the fact that during the middle of the first chapter, it's stated that the mc doesn't have a house, but at the end of the chapter, she's living in a fucking house. that is intentional 🙏

i never thought the thoughts inside my head could be put into words the way she put them into words. i hope she knows how cherished she is and how many people probably see themselves in her through this video. it's oddly comforting to know that i'm not alone

watching a Smosh video where the cast get a little deep and realizing that Angela and I are more alike than i thought was not on my bucket list for 2 in the morning but i'm crying now anyways

i think i'm only thinking this because i decided to revise a chapter of my story thirty minutes ago, which was admittedly a bad decision because i'm always very hard on myself at night

you ever just question on a random Monday morning in the middle of June if you actually like writing or if you only like it because your mom likes it and you just want to make her happy or do i actually have an original experience for once

i was today years old when i found out that Angela Giarratana's birthday is a day after mine and now i'm gonna make that my whole personality 😭

just realized that i have imposter syndrome because somebody on reddit said that my writing was amazing and my immediate thought was ‘oh, they must actually hate it and are just trying to be nice’ 🫠

except i just proved that this is wrong by going back to a chapter that i'm way past to revise it and make it public-ready but i lowkey hate it so now i'm torn between just publishing as is and making it an obstacle for future me to rewrite or if i should just rewrite it now 💔

Souvenir by boygenius is my mc's song in such a way that makes me want to sob every time i listen to it

like whenever i finish writing a chapter, i always think it’s illegible, but when i go back to reread it days, weeks, or even months later, i realize that it’s actually a cohesive and equally legible chapter 😭

is it a normal writer thing to hate your writing and abandon a story for a few days because of it only to come back and find that it’s a goddamn masterpiece or is that just a quirk of mine

named my mc's therapist vaguely after my own as a nice homage to her that was intended to be a placeholder but now i'm super attached to that name help

i had it down to Emma, Vivian, Cornelia, and Este (only one not inspired by Taylor...), but then i started using Este as a placeholder and i think i'm sold... yeah the name picked me i think 😭

the top contenders for first names in my new Criminal Minds fic include Cornelia (so I can name the story Cornelia Street), Este (so I can name the story No Body, No Crime because that would be a bit ironic), and then the names Winnie and Mariella are just hanging out at the top too 😭

and yet i still wake up at noon 🫠

i lied, it’s 5 a.m. and i’m already nodding off. goodnight world, see you probably super late 🫡

anyways going to go play bitlife until 6 in the morning because i have free will and nobody’s forcing me to wake up before 5 p.m. tomorrow

because i've literally read all about it tonight so my brain knows exactly what i'd feel like if i'd gotten bit by a deer tick and infected with lyme disease so this definitely a plausible reality. honestly hoping that i have just gaslit myself and it's nothing serious

i've been known to feel injuries that i don't have (i.e. a rash from poison ivy. convinced myself i had it when i was like 10 even though i didn't) so now i'm wondering if my leg actually itches because of a deer tick or if i've just tricked myself into thinking the spot on my arm has migrated

somebody tell me what seeing the angel number 111 means because i've seen it literally everywhere in the last week; on a digital clock, the timestamp of my own posts, amount of likes on social media posts... this has to mean something, right?

anyways just looked up how a lesbian couple would have adopted a kid in 1980 for around 30 minutes and i now know that there were so many harmful (NOT by the couples themselves) sides to same-sex relationships that i've never been informed of before

came up with an idea for a fic like 12 hours ago. now, i'm already plotting out the main character's entire backstory and name. the things you do when you have too much time on your hands and too active of an imagination...

also, i didn't wake up with a tick anywhere near me so ??? i've already outlined it in pen so i can monitor it when i wake up and see if it's grown but i'm gonna try not to dwell on it for now

soo i might have been bit by a deer tick in my sleep last night because i just looked up what a bite from one looks like and this looks just like it. optimistic that it didn't give me lyme disease though because if it had been attached for an entire day, i would've noticed; the red spot is on my arm

i have Silver Spoon by Erin LeCount stuck in my head and i haven’t listened to it in 8 hours somebody please help me

and to top it all off, i'm watching gilmore girls while i play the sims because i refuse to let my thoughts have a chance to speak 🤗

watching a smosh video and then i’m probably gonna play the sims until i pass out. what are y’all’s plans tonight? :)

is it concerning that i can write a whole song in less than 20 minutes? probably. but at least it’s hard for me to lose the meaning of one of my songs while writing it

the bridge 🙃