This has been my experience as well. I get that we’re our own worst critics, but between all the drinking & general bitchiness, I can’t understand the appeal of myself pre-transition. Most of the time when I think about how I used to behave, I’m mortified.
I was terrible at dating because I genuinely couldn’t comprehend why someone would want to be with me. Like I felt guilty for making them spend time with me.
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i definitely changed right around when i turned 30. and slowly gotten more and more myself ever since
in my 20s i was just an asshole who thought there was value in that
Thinking of it that way makes it a lot easier for me to cherish the friends I still have from that time without questioning their judgement.
i know i was popular in my early 20s because i was a fucking asshole and ppl are into that for some reason but outside of that it boggles the mind.