film started late, mom wanted to watch the credits, bus was late so we got back at 8:20 and I needed to cook dinner. dad suggested going out mom said no. dad suggested oven food so I wouldn't have to cook and mom said no. so he called her selfish and she started ranting at us. so I rushed making - ThreadSky

redshiftt.bsky.social • 6 days ago

film started late, mom wanted to watch the credits, bus was late so we got back at 8:20 and I needed to cook dinner. dad suggested going out mom said no. dad suggested oven food so I wouldn't have to cook and mom said no. so he called her selfish and she started ranting at us. so I rushed making

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redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

it despite needing the loo the entire time and now I'm upset and tired and my parents are angry and no one cares about anything. and I thought hmm I should write all this down so my therapist can understand the dynamic better. but what's the point. so now I just want to cry because this always

redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

happens. I'm always trying to pick up the pieces. I was so looking forward to coming down yay time with mom! but it's never fun anymore, not really. especially not out. the public are so cold and mean they will push past my mom with her mobility aid and people won't make way for her on the bus.

redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

no one was looking to get out of their seat for her. and I was holding her walker with one hand and clutching the bar with the other so I didn't fall over because the bus driver was shit and it was packed. and it was just. miserable. we left so late because mom didn't eat breakfast until 2pm.

redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

last night I had a really awful sinus headache and it took ages to get some relief. What's the use. I'm looking forward to the Sunday, my day on my terms. mom didn't want to be left out on Saturday so we are doing something with her again. tomorrow we go to the gardens together so Sunday is my break

redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

from her. and then I go home on Monday. and I'm counting down the days. when I told them about the show mom said oh I'd have gone but I said it was sold out. there was only one good seat left but there were two at the back. I didn't feel like going all the way into central with her and make it

redshiftt.bsky.social•6 days ago

there by 3pm. we didn't get to town until almost 4pm today. town! a 20 minute walk away. I wish I could cry. I vented about my bad haircut and of course my friends didn't reply. I want to be rude and say "was that too boring for a reply then?" but I won't. I don't know how to say to them I feel

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