Profile avatar
redshiftt.bsky.social
googoogaga redshift from vent
623 posts 12 followers 10 following
Regular Contributor
Active Commenter
Posts 17 Comments 33

I cannot get myself to do much since getting home. I don't blame myself, I had an exhausting trip, but I still feel frustrated. my head has hurt mildly all day. I slept past all my alarms. I was lonely as both a and b were busy all day and no one texted me back except ok who had to leave for work.

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

today was really good. I mean, I enjoyed the show so much. artbox was okay, not so great alone but I enjoyed looking at everything. I think the spark has gone a little as I realise that items repeat with different designs. it's not as good but still fun, there's still new things to marvel at.

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

mom was running half an hour late and then I had to use the loo for 20 mins so now we are an hour late to leave lol. so my dad is really pissed. I don't think we will be doing much together anymore. it just takes too long, we leave too late and my mom gets too tired. I just want to sob.

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

I want to melt away

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

we literally only had time for the orchid display and nothing else cos we left so late and my mom is so slow ;-; fun. now we have to get the bus home and I have an earache cos my sinuses are fucked. fun.

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

we were meant to leave an hour ago but mom was running super late. I was annoyed and said we would have to get an Uber and she refused lol, even if I paid half of it. she's so cheap, it's £12 she has the money but no, she'd rather make us late. she didn't believe me that the bus would take too long

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

film started late, mom wanted to watch the credits, bus was late so we got back at 8:20 and I needed to cook dinner. dad suggested going out mom said no. dad suggested oven food so I wouldn't have to cook and mom said no. so he called her selfish and she started ranting at us. so I rushed making

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

went for a haircut and it was a new person and cut it way too short which was my fault for not being specific enough but it meant they charged me extra for it being longer than a trim 😭 and now I have a long bob and I hate it and I was just beginning to like my hair again lmao. I'm so dumb!

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

couldn't sleep and went to the loo and saw an ad for a show about shr3k happening this weekend in the city. I figured I have no one to go with and really wanna go so I convinced myself to buy a ticket. it's really close to my favourite s4nrio shop so now I can go there and kill 2 birds w 1 stone!

submitted 6 days ago • 1 comment

I've arrived home. Trains were pretty empty. My mom got diagnosed with a blood clot this morning. She doesn't seem worried, she already has too much to worry about.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

I slept through all my alarms but one so I had one hour to get ready. I was meant to shower, pack and wash up but all I could manage was packing. I feel so sticky from the concert yesterday, it's gross. I'll shower as soon as I'm back. I used an old packing list so it should be fine but I'm still

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

talking to e about their charity shop job has really given me a bit of hope about it. someone to ask questions to. I really want to achieve it this year. I want to get a job. I want a car. I want to learn to drive. I want to pay insurance and go wherever I like. I want some independence. it feels

submitted 7 days ago • 1 comment

I don't want to shower I don't want to hang out with my friend alone I feel paralysed but also like I'm making the choice idk. it's too late to shower now. well it's not but idk. I need a hug. a new life. I'm nervous for the concert now, but somehow more nervous just to sit with a friend. weird

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

I'm really enjoying this audiobook so much. Listening to it on the bus, in the uber, while eating, on my bike. It feels nice to just imagine and not stare at my phone.

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

I miss being close. I miss belonging. I miss having something real to romanticise. I miss feeling chosen. I miss loving. I miss relaxing amongst another. I miss relaxing at all.

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

they never tried to clip the hammies nails this weekend :( poor girl. I think it's possible she has diabetes too anddd I'm pretty sure they didn't feed her today lol. bowl was tipped over again because she's fat enough to move it now. their cage is so empty it's like a glorified shit one. it's just

submitted 9 days ago • 1 comment

I am enjoying the handmaids tale so much it's do depressing but a really good book. exactly the kind of storytelling I enjoy.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments