my mood’s a mess,
my father is hospitalized,
one of my core memories is watching him “die” the first time,
and in my head right now,
is his words “no one lives just to die” when he was debating me whenever i got into my low moods,
my father is hospitalized,
one of my core memories is watching him “die” the first time,
and in my head right now,
is his words “no one lives just to die” when he was debating me whenever i got into my low moods,
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wanting that he survives,
i knew what a “freedom fighter” was before i even knew the full multiplication table,
keep thinking about the hospital sink when i was a kid
one of my teeth came loose
and i flooded the sink with spat blood and water
i don’t know anything about life and living
all of it has always been so difficult to quantify or qualify
we came here for freedom and liberty
that’s all i’ll ever know about living and being alive