is this where i say that my seperated-wife's refusal to vote (both candidates are the same, only perfect candidates please, my conscience can't take voting for bad people, political harm reduction isn't real, says she does a lot of community work which is two or three protests ever, etc) 1/2
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it boils down to: i don't trust myself anymore. opinions means i'm upset/angry/wrong. she's always right & speaks well so i just fell in line. i must understand her. she does not care to understand me.
she hates condoms. i got pregnant. she didn't even think that, in not voting, she's OK w abortion being abolished. but she can't prepare for it.
why did i ever feel like i ***had*** to be with her. no.
Wanting to be heard/understood. explaining yourself when you're not listened to, just to be told you're gaslighting and her labelling me "the angry dad" when I got upset.
AAAAH
Every time I've been in an disfunctional/abusive relationship, I've felt like I was going insane.