I might just CBD gumdrop myself out of commission bc I already voted and so has everyone in my friends/family circle. If my guy manages to hook my desktop machine back up, there might be some Dragon Age.
I thought it was a good idea to start playing Schitt’s Creek after finding out one of the actors is playing sexy Frosty the Snowman, a happy accident because once I start this show I can’t stop it.
So I guess I’ll be binging this for the rest of the month. Whatever happens I’ll be in my happy place
Staying as far away from any human as possible. Staying away from social media or news. Not going outside without my headphones blasting heavy metal and punk as loud as safe for my ears.
Slumber party with my #bestbitch! Watching old movies to avoid the doomscrolling. Dog park play date the next morning. Not really expecting returns on the big race earlier than Weds, so celebrating our little victories as they come in.
Tonight: What We Do in the Shadows and sleep
Tomorrow: Assorted household stuff that needs doing and will keep me occupied & make me feel productive, therapy (usual schedule), hockey
Drink tea, hold my lil potato of a dog and watch streamers lose their minds playing Dragon Age Veil guard. I have a job too...hmm not sure about that one.
Get home, get drunk, pull my pants down and read tons and tons of porn.
I think we’ll get promising signs tomorrow night, but no call until Wednesday at the earliest, probably Thursday. Gonna do all I can to stave off anxiety paralysis. I’ve done all I can.
I have a disaster plan in place so basically sitting naked on my couch surrounded by my guns having stockpiled enough uppers to keep it at 90 all the way from Texas to Washington
Sleep and games, gotta play Shin Megami Tensei V Vengeance before I move on. Also if I feel up to it, might clean up some short NSFW Halloween fic I threw up onto a wordpad throughout last week.
Big orders from the International District food in Seattle chased with strong drink and depending how the night goes, a long dog walk up Queen Anne or more vodka.
I have a bunch of sewing machine pedals and cords that need rehab and reinstallation. It’s calm, meditative work best done to a Youtube video of someone else with a soft scottish accent doing it very calmly.
And if I get those done? I have three machines that want a full tuneup.
Meeting with my therapist (tomorrow) and spending the evening with a friend doing some cooking projects so we have something fiddly to do that isn’t obsess about the returns. I don’t know how the fuck I am supposed to work tomorrow though.
I connected with my high school calculus teacher on LinkedIn. I’m going to put together some journal articles I’ve written over the years and mail them to her.
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I’d prefer to get stoned but I don’t have the means, or know anyone who does 😂
So I guess I’ll be binging this for the rest of the month. Whatever happens I’ll be in my happy place
Would love to watch them together in another show.
I'm just going to raw dog it.
Tomorrow: Assorted household stuff that needs doing and will keep me occupied & make me feel productive, therapy (usual schedule), hockey
I think we’ll get promising signs tomorrow night, but no call until Wednesday at the earliest, probably Thursday. Gonna do all I can to stave off anxiety paralysis. I’ve done all I can.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vanishing_Point_(1971_film)
Stream it while you're still on the couch.
Vanishing Point (1971)
Bruce Springsteen said it was his favorite movie
video for Audioslave's "Show Me How to Live" is an homage to, and follows the plot of, the film.
==> Denver to San Francisco is a gruelling 19-hour 1,250 mile drive
And if I get those done? I have three machines that want a full tuneup.
And perhaps some alcohol and anything else i can think of for good dopamine hits.
*barely