Have such low pain tolerance these days. I can't stop crying. Why does it feel like the end of everything when you are sick. I'm so depressed, I dont understand how you are supposed to survive when you are experiencing pain 24/7 even when dreaming. Should I just kill myself at this point, genuinely - ThreadSky

littlestpersimmon.bsky.social • 9 days ago

Have such low pain tolerance these days. I can't stop crying. Why does it feel like the end of everything when you are sick. I'm so depressed, I dont understand how you are supposed to survive when you are experiencing pain 24/7 even when dreaming. Should I just kill myself at this point, genuinely

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ghaziman.bsky.social•9 days ago

Relatable tbh

littlestpersimmon.bsky.social•9 days ago

Can't open my jaw, can't breathe whilst lying down, just upsetting symptoms. Can't get my teeth fixed all at once because I never have enough money so I have to get it fixed one by one, now have not eaten in 2 days and have not drank water in 6 hours, everything is pain all around

littlestpersimmon.bsky.social•9 days ago

Sorry for ranting here, I don't understand myself. I can barely open my eyes from crying.

saintofbouncers.bsky.social•9 days ago

No sorry. That's a fucked up situation you didn't cause. There must be outlet or there will be explosion

recappi.bsky.social•8 days ago

When I talk to my doctor about depression I typically say something along the lines "I'm not sad, i'm just in pain, and that makes me want to die." I don't know what to say about whether pain is a valid reason to attempt because i've had 57 attempts due to pain, but there will be moments of relief.🦔

shiralux.bsky.social•9 days ago

No, I promise you - no, no, no. I hear you and feel you, though, so much. Sending love your way.

blackcats46.bsky.social•9 days ago

This is relatable, and I am so sorry that you're suffering so much from the pain. This pain won't be your forever, but you need to see the day it's not your forever. You've got this. It doesn't feel like it, but you do.

thomasdixon-writer.bsky.social•9 days ago

I’m sorry you’re going through this. 🫂

huskpixelmancer.bsky.social•9 days ago

🫂

saintofbouncers.bsky.social•9 days ago

I have M.S. and I refuse to take Gabapentin for that kind of pain. So it's always here. Hanging out. Eating all my chips and drinking all my coffee and ruining everything. I see your pain. No big, flowery words or dismissals of what you said, I just see it. It sounds like me. Solidarity.

sassimiko.bsky.social•9 days ago

I’m so sorry you’re going through this

velveteenmango.bsky.social•9 days ago

I hope you feel so much better so quickly 😭🫂

househippoart.bsky.social•9 days ago

I'm so sorry :( chronic pain really really sucks

malapropisms.bsky.social•9 days ago

Please don't. I'm so sorry you're experiencing this though, you really don't deserve any of it. I wish the world was kinder to you, and that you could rest and feel relief as you deserve.

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