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Ich war gerade zum ersten mal so richtig beim Zahnarzt, zur Kontrolle :) Sonst bin ich mehr in der negativen Gefühlswelt aktiv... Es war schon beängstigend so ganz allein im 'Fahrersitz' Aber: Ich habs geschafft, und es war super schön die Erfahrung zu machen wie langweilig das Leben sein kann! 😊

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Endlich gibt es für uns mal wieder ein bisschen Hoffnung für die Zukunft- Zwar ist das ganze noch relativ fern, aber jedes bisschen tut einfach gut! 😊

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I'm not a sci-fi fan for no reason haha (perchance.org/character-he...)

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Diese Trauer, diese Einsamkeit, dieses Gefühl nicht am Leben teilhaben zu können wie andere. Ich hasse es 😣 #DIS

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Ich habe heute Geb*rtstag. Schade nur dass es außer mir und einem Freund keiner weiß, weil ich keine Alltagsperson bin und der Tag im Perso noch eine Weile hin ist... Egal, ich kann mich trotzdem freuen und feiern wie weit ich seit dem letzten mal gekommen bin! :)

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Sich jeden Tag verstellen 'müssen' um andere glücklich zu machen, obwohl man selber daran kaputt geht und weiß, dass die Personen es zum Teil nicht mal wollen dass man sich so verstellt... Warum ist alles so kompliziert? Warum komme ich aus dieser Automatik nicht raus? #DIS

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Wir vermissen unsere langen Spaziergänge. Aber hey, noch ein paar Wochen/Monate dann wirds wieder Frühling 🥺

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#ItsOktoNotBeOk #psychology #recovery #mentalhealth

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plural dentist who can only get 4 out of 5 headmates to agree on anything

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Love games that let you create characters kind of in-depth but not super. I am mildly faceblind, including our face and alters inner look so recreating any of us is uh. Not doable. But in ffxiv for example I can at least capture everyones 'vibe' (and then let our kids loose to take silly pics, lol)

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Leben mit #DIS kann heißen,fast jedes Wihnachten 'neu' lernen wie es geht- wenn Personen da sind, die Fsttage einfach nicht kennen. Gerade zusammenbruch & panik weil ich plötzlich nicht mehr wusste wie man mit der Familie Geschenke austauscht... Das kann ein langer Abend werden 😅

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No therapy for like four weeks or something, I'm scared what effect this will have on the system 😭 we're already doing so bad and amnesia & dissociation are so so bad and ughhhh. I need SUNLIGHT. I need FRIENDS. 😭

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In der Therapie heute: neue Wege mit Albträumen umzugehen... Aber die Träume sind für (fast) alle von uns unverständlich, die Erinnerung an sie kaum greifbar, gleichzeitig lösen sie unfassbar viel Angst und Verzweiflung aus. Wie soll man damit leben lernen? Es macht einfach nur müde. 🙁 #DIS

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Oh. mymentalage.com/new

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#pluralsky #plural #DID

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Uns fällt gerade auf dass wir uns hier noch nie auf deutsch gemeldet haben. Ups. Hallo #DIS welt! Ich hoffe ihr kommt alle so gut es geht durch den Dezember ❤️

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I feel so bad for not being active here even though I really wanted to be but life has just been so damn hard

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#DID #OSDD #pluralsky #dissociativeidentitydisorder #psychology #DIDSky #DIDSystem

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I've been sleeping so bad I genuinely don't remember what its like being well rested, even though it's only been a month

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Hbd to one of our kids who loves halloween, ghosts and (kid-appropriate) scary stuff 👻❤️‍🔥🎃

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Tonight is a really, really bad night

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Post therapy hole of darkness hitting so hard fucking hell

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Going to therapy in an outfit so painfully obviously one specific alter, I wonder if our therapist will ask about if haha

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them ♥ #guiltygear #bridget #testament #GGST #kabanart

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Waow. Horrible day for my mental health. Everything is horrible and will never improve at all in any way and then I will die all alone 👍

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When you're a media-based alter and yearn to interact with one of your sources* but its fucking outlast and its too scary for the system kids so instead you get another day of playing hsr for them... When did I turn into such an uncle hahaha. I used to just not care... But its better this way!

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This is funny when you tend to switch at work because now I am sitting here in clothes I don't really feel comfortable in, all because these gays are sappy with eachother lmao

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Wearing my (insys) husbands favorite shirt to work hehehe 🥰 I may be fronting alone today, but he's still with me <3

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Being plural is funny sometimes. I get to find little apps on my phone that I don't remember getting. And there's people in them. Cool!

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Its been too long since I've made a friend because why are we genuinely feeling strange about the thought of talking to people with the point of becoming friends? I would like plural / system friends. Somehow, in my logic, this makes me weird. Even though that is literally how it works?

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Ah it's driving me crazy. I remember having been told some intense revelation about our roles in the system a few months ago But our highest gatekeeper took that knowledge away again. So now I only remember once having known something monumental to our understanding of ourselves.

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yippie, alpenwesen strawpage! :) should probably put this in our bio too. Idk how to social media. alpenwesen.straw.page

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Different sleep preferences for alters are so interesting... Like wym some days I am fine with just 7 hours but other days I need 10. Wym some alters can just hop out of bed the second they're up but others like to stay cozy for longer?? Probably not plural-exclusive but cool to see the connections

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Kinda feel like we should make some sort of page or thread with a little more info about us but at the same time am a little nervous about talking about ourselves hmmm. The system curse. Wanting to be both completely mysterious and known ~🌋&🐈

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