astraimpact.bsky.social
♀️ she/her
🎮 hoyoverse prisoner
🌱🏛️ haikaveh main 🌱🏛️
🗓️ sometimes writer/cosplayer
🩷 i love my wife #astrabek
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being broke is stressful! job hunting is stressful! but these are temporary rough patches. there's a light at the end of the tunnel here, whereas before i wasn't even IN a tunnel. i was in a dark, silent, locked room where no one could hear me scream.
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when i felt stressed and overworked the advice i got was to reach out for help, but when i reached out for help i got crickets back because "everyone is overworked" and somehow i was expected to just deal with it as the lowest ft salary earner in the building. it was such a joke
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constantly being told i wasn't good enough or doing enough, that i was replaceable and Anyone could do my job so none of my complaints were valid, to work on agreed strategies only for mgmnt to be like "we never agreed on that" & literally making me feel gaslit EVEN after pulling out the receipts
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yes 🙄 not a humble bone in that furry body
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i see them when i turn off the lights at night, and i see them when i wake up in the morning... it's been 4 years and they still bring me so much joy. the quiet love of a simple, silly request fulfilled without question.
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(and in case it isn't obvious i am not particularly concerned about any of my future career prospects being at risk if my boss finds my twt or ao3 lmao...)
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he has been inside of you this whole time
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i miss him. dont ever talk to me again. I MISS HIM. no i have to move on and think about my future. i will NOT travel down this road again. i need an exorcism
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thank youuu AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU TOO :(
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to be clear you don't HAVE to have these ultra specific cultural experiences to be a valid citizen (& the wilfully ignorant are ill-equipped to embrace rational thinking besides) but i've had to reroute around a moose on a cross-country ski run and you have a ford
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i would humiliate most average white dudes on a canadian geography test and i'd even be able to tell you the approximate driving time between major canadian urban centres in Greyhound bus hours
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fortunately, i am actually leaving at the end of the month because i am trying to pursue a life that has meaning beyond percentages and dollar signs. am i optimistic? no. am i going to keep searching? yes.
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artists and writers will be like "this was a deeply personal work," and i will be like "YIKES time for me to go"
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deep zen breathing... it is ok for people to write things and be wrong... i do not have to engage... i can close my eyes and walk away... peace. zen
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is it tempting to start shit by venting about how much i don't like this content? absolutely. but i am making an effort to practice what i preach and be respectful and kind even when i am quite sure i would not receive the same in return
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it's like trying to decide what to wear but even worse because you only have so many con weekends..... what if i make a decision and i regret it later... (and yes i HAVE felt like this every year for 17 years except like. 2020-2021 lmao)
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WELCOME
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omg it's confusing for us when we're watching the u.s. elections too 😭
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and because this is an active, conscious behaviour, i notice when others fail to do this and it frustrates me - even if the person they owe kindness to doesn't care at all about being paid back
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like i am generally altruistic and i don't believe relationships need to be mutually beneficial to be valuable, but because i am so concerned about taking too much and being a burden on others, i prioritize paying back kindness as much as possible
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realizing i'm jealous of people who don't experience jealousy LMFAO 😭
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i thought these were normal feelings to have... like y'all are out here not experiencing an ounce of jealousy towards those who have achieved success in areas you haven't but wish you did? you just... enjoy things? unbothered????