athy-derg.bsky.social
Soft little dragoness, average male human.
ADHD, slight autism, depression, anxiety, cPTSD. Terrified my therapist lmao. Somehow still alive tho.
female pronouns preferred | bi | single and looking | * 1999 | 🇩🇪
https://linktr.ee/athy_derg
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and yet it's so hard to find...
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do the roar
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omfg I love this so much
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oh I'm exactly the same hehe
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could you please fucking mark this somehow so I don't have to fucking see it?
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it's not a mindset of "kink bad". it's a mindset of "being around this kink causes me immense mental problems, so for the sake of my own survival I should avoid it".
let me ask you a question: what do you suppose I should do instead?
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My guy this is a public platform, you have the power to choose what posts to interact with. If my venting offends you, just don't look at my posts.
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but that's literally what I was talking about? how difficult it is to find such circles?
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I'm not kinkshaming anybody. you can do whatever the fuck you want to, I just don't wanna have to see it. And I have no idea why you're so offended by my mental illness. I'm just here venting about my problems, and you decide to come in and blame me for all of it.
sincerely, fuck off.
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man you have no idea what I've been through. if just looking at someones artwork gallery has the potential to give me ptsd flashbacks, i just don't wanna be friends with them.
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although so far it seems like almost everyone either doesn't have their kinks listed, or they're into bdsm.
I just really feel like I just don't belong here...
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tho it'd be even better if I could just auto-block them lmao
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one thing I immediately like about barq is that it makes it incredibly easy to see peoples kinks, so I can immediately block people I'd rather stay away from.
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i just want dragon cuddles
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thank you ❤️
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oh heck
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until then I guess I'll be mated to alcohol I guess lmao
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I just really really really need that soft love and attention
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I guess so. but often it's just so hard to believe that anyone actually wants anything to do with me. and I'm just so tired of constantly using all my energy trying to approach people, only for some 5% of then to ever become friends, or something I mistakenly interpret as a friend.
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thank you ❤️
but if I don't keep begging people for attention, shit just doesn't happen. at least that's what if feels like...
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maybe one day I will somehow find someone who's somehow willing to stick with me and make this life worth living. or maybe I'll be sad and lonely for the rest of time. who really knows.
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usually alcohol does the trick, but it's not really working rn. maybe my new antidepressants are just too weak, or maybe I chose a bad time to give up smoking.
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just depressed and lonely, don't really have the energy to go out there and meet new people...
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is that really too much to ask for?