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Bored chemist screaming into the ether about life. Lot to scream about these days. Might start streaming (https://m.twitch.tv/beelzis/home?tt_content=channel&tt_medium=mobile_web_share)
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Yay car trouble. Always nice to know your monthly budget can be crippled at any time.

Was recently listening to the audio books of discworld. I've read them all before but something about Pratchetts writing in spoken form is helping me to cope with all the bullshit.

No stream tonight brainrot is eating me tonight

Anybody got one of those dvd to VHS machines? I want to fuck with the future and record a bunch of recent series on VHS.

Recently, I've rediscovered a love for noodles. I grew up where the only noodle dish was spaghetti or cheap Ramen. But lately I've been enjoying cooking with noodles and sauces of my own making.

So I fucked up my stream trying to get my audio tracks right and spend half the night muted. That said I managed to beat Giovanni in radical red without help.

I really want to leave where I am at right now. I just don't see a happy future for me where I live anymore. It's just such an ordeal to move.

I've been bashing my head trying to lab out a skullcrobat joker performapal domain deck for a week now it's just that there’s too many archetypes for that deck.

Humans are weird. I think I've hit a stress saturation point and now I'm just numb to it all. I'm awake and aware of the world but it just feels removed.

Had a good stream tonight rambling about pokemon and what not. only to screw it up at the end. clips.twitch.tv/TalentedSmok...

To everyone out there in the world, I'm sorry. Signed, A sane American.

I was making a breakfast scramble and spilled hot oil all over my hand. So that's fun.

If you’re a straight, cis person who has ever posted some version of a rainbow with “you’re safe with me” or similar, it’s time to back up the words with action— contact your reps and ask them what they’re going to do to protect trans people from this administration, particularly trans kids.

Why didn't anyone tell me about domain format for yugioh. That looks interesting to lab out.

I'm sick of having to bother my family members with my anxiety. I just want to go back to being able to play video games and ttrpgs with friends.

I'm going bowling tonight, and I'm hoping to make it cathartic.

How's everyone holding up right now? Totally not asking because I don't want to focus on myself.

No stream tonight, I've got a project to finish.

Anyone else notice how name brand foods have dropped severely in quality over the years. I swear the off brand and store brand stuff tastes better now.

There's this strange delusion people have mistaking fiction and reality. In fiction,good guys win, tyrants are overthrown,the end is happy. In reality, for every tyrant that meets the guillotine, a dozen others rule unchallenged. Don't sit back for heroes to save you be the heroes that save others.

I want to engage more on this platform to reach out and find people. But with the last few days everything here is just making me spiral into media fueled depression. I might try to take a break.

I hate that I have to give any mental energy to this shitty administration. I hate worrying every day. Were AM here, he would ball at the hate i feel for this shitth world I've been plunged into. I just want to be.

I'm really fucking anxious because of everything going on right now. I don't want to do anything, but i feel as though I'll explode if I don't do something.

I really just can't stand the ignorance of the rural south. You've got people here that ain't ever left their town telling me whats normal.

I love when i find a new YouTube channel with a backlog of videos I can listen to over a week.

I love it when my cats manage to jump square on an injury when I'm laying in bed. I swear they have a 6th sense for this shit.

Now that it is tax season I remind everyone: DO NOT USE TURBOTAX. THEY WERE REMOVED FROM THE IRS FREE FILE SYSTEM AND ARE NOT BOUND TO THOSE RULES. Instead, if you make $84k or less a year, use any of the IRS Free File options found here: www.irs.gov/filing/irs-f...

Something weird happened yesterday with my phone. It wouldn't really charge, but after it died it charged fine.

Good morning world. I had a really good day yesterday and I'm going to drag that energy into today kicking and screaming.

Gross warning read at own risk. So I was sick after Thanksgiving with what I think was a sinus infection. I got over it pretty quick but for a while have had trouble breathing. This morning I think i found out why, I just sneezed out a mass of congealed nose gunk the size of a baby carrot.

I'm awake, tired, but awake.

I am awake, I had breakfast, I am ready. You hear me day, I'm ready bring it on.

I made the mistake of getting pizza yesterday. No problem with pizza. it's just that I have no self-control around it. Now I feel sick with indigestion.

Its snowing now. Neat.