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she/her || xe/xem ask me to deinfluence you from collagen products gothic transfem biochemist தமிழ் || ಕನ್ನಡ #transinSTEM #queerinSTEM
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have kind of always been socially incompetent and anxious and generally obviously very strange t everyone who would come close at all and never thought anyone would ever like me and it's weird and not something I am used to at all. so I don't really know how to feel about it all
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saying it so often makes it less meaningful to people, which of course I don't mean it to, I just know that my love for people is abundant and I am happy to freely give it, but I just get worried and it's weird because I never thought I would be able to have loving friendships at all (cont)
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getting a good grade in Poorly Thought Out Tattoos, something both normal to want and possible to achieve
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I think "first thing that comes to mind" is indeed what this person is imagining everyone is doing when they get tattooed so probably that the issue is now you are thinking about getting a poorly thought out tattoo and it doesn't quite work
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the follow up comment was that she thinks people don't think enough about their tattoos/their placement and style but apparently obviously I did think a sufficient amount about mine which like... I do not know how to respond to like who are you to say how much other people think about things
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like ok yes I am glad that you like my tattoos I like them too of course I do not understand why disparaging comment about tattoos in general was necessary
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sometimes it is difficult for me to tell if what i am experiencing is condiseed or fiobhaned though, do you have any advice
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honestly I was kind of thinking it feels like one is nauseated *because of* the sausage, so it could work either way
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I was thinking "is that what they're calling bottom dysphoria these days"
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I'm feeling a bit Condiseed today
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I do not think men should be allowed to look at me actually
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(but never with milk. cereal should not be wet)
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not for me it isn't (I also like plain shredded wheat. sometimes I want to feel like I am just shoving grains into my mouth and experiencing Grain Texture and Flavor)
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I am eating these to feel like I am eating Crunchy Mulch not for sweet
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the other ones are too sweet to eat unless I want dessert!
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this might be a bad time to admit I also like unsweetened cheerios no milk just by themselves
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difficult when your brain is decided that if you experience any positive feelings directed at your appearance it must be harmful and selfish. but I do attempt sometimes
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and of course credit to you for executing it well and iterating and figuring out what works 💜 (having seen it I can confirm it's very good)
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I think the way you did it here works really well, where it's bold enough to delineate your eyes and give it some drama without like, filling up the entire visible upper lid space
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I think I was correct, it looks really good I hope you also like it
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this is really good on you! I really like it
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it really did work well! and I am glad you are so pleased with it
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farewell my turnabout is another REALLY GOOD single case (I LOVE how it subverts expectations going in) but jfa overall is not as strong rise from the ashes is also quite good but not on the same level (but really dragged down by having to rewatch the fucking blue badger video over and over)
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(this theme also permanently associated with the lordly tailor basement in my head even though lordly tailor has its own theme)
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yessssss my fave (with extra lime)
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GAA is so good as a game overall and I love how the two halves of it fit together also GAA is aesthetically my favorite, which is predictable but yes absolutely, and I think same t&t also has my favorite investigation opening theme youtu.be/_6nkTj26ghk?...
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I recognize a couple of those 💜
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GAA does not really follow the same structure and there are cases from there that I like better than the t&t cases but bridge to the turnabout still has to be one of the single best cases
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on that note I do also think recipe for turnabout is probably the best middle case (definitely beats both turnabout samurai and turnabout big top, as approximate "equivalents")
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related note have been vaguely interested in doing a viola cadaverini cosplay
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I am very much a city girl but barns are good photo shoot locations
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it would! (and it would hopefully help me be less nervous about it... I am still Very Anxious)
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I hope so! I have gotten better at not biting and I actually can experience nail euphoria now
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very very true (I need my dark cool toned purples please 💜💜💜)
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I will probably get them done professionally soon as well maybe I can actually be happy about nails
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I do not have enough purple clothing. It is quite sad. But finding good shades of purple is Difficult
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I love this shade of purple on you (~girl who is definitely not biased in any way, awkwardly hiding purple hair) And the hair is gorgeous 💜💜