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bluetechnicality.bsky.social
Hobbyist artist and photographer | Full-time Fish Doctor (getting my marine biology degree) 18+ just cuz I'm old and can't keep up with the younguns (I'm 29) Genderfluid, any pronouns
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Im OBSESSED with both the written and visual <3
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Barking to alert the guards But honestly your updates are perfect for the ebb and flow of how busy my life gets??? Anyway time to read
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Yeah quit lying to him, I can fix him and/or make him worse. Ideally both...
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If that ain't a whole mood...
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What I want to say would get me jailed so I bark instead
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:o !!!
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Barking
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I get baited and trapped every other month and brought inside where I must pretend I know what domestication is, but I escape out the door when you get back
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This scared the Void outta me until I read the image
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It's unfortunate that I can't shapeshift, or just have an absence of sex hormones or something. But neither should I just pretend I can be happy as masculine as I've gotten. It's time for change and for love ❤️
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And I don't know if that's the right call either. Just like I didnt know if T was. But I know I wouldn't have understood myself and found what I want without it, nor could I have gotten top surgery at that time. But I know who and what I am, and I hate that I gave up on myself
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I want to be happy with myself enough to take selfies again. I want to feel like I can be seen by others without wanting to shrink away. I want to enjoy my clothes. I need one more surgery, and then I may either drastically lower my dosage or even stop it altogether
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After getting top surgery and my voice dropping some, I felt content, but you can't just suddenly stop taking hormones. And with moving 5 times in 3 years, I haven't had a chance to focus on my gender care. I know what I want next, though, and I'm going to pursue it this year
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I've been on hrt for about 7 years now, and while I came to terms with being genderfluid, I only felt like I got to enjoy that earlier on in my transition. As I got more masculine, I withdrew again. While I know hrt gave me clarity with my gender, I also kinda wish I didnt need it to have done so