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chroma.rip
vampire priestess🩸女教皇の吸血鬼 Lesbian⚢レズビアン 📍Norcal http://chroma.rip
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yeah I think a ton about how to cultivate this kind of community and the best idea I've come up with is to sneak medicine into the meals, like maybe make stuff women generally like ie fashion content or lifestyle content... but then throw some anti-comphet in randomly hahaha
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I had this thought too maybe I just make some videos going through it
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ive always left the house regularly,,, up until The Drama
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it'd be an explosion of flavor (and insulin)
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good I was worried you were gonna go on a birthday rampage on those gummies
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which idol u goin to see
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I'm far from perfect so I don't want to make it out like that's the *only* thing people dislike me for... my turbulent mental health can make me very unreliable and I don't blame anyone for having little patience for that... but if you feel threatened from your ivory tower? nah that's some bullshit
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idk even if I have mutual love for my friends, I still have this looming feeling like the broader "content creator" community just sees me as mediocre at best or exploitable for personal gain at worst and I hate it
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I miss that era so much 😢 translations are so sterile now
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speaking of fansubbing memories what was the ED with the "nya nya thank fuck this show is over" subs cause I think about it all the time but I can't for the life of me remember what show it was
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I think I figured it out at least for me, I keep thinking that standards are a way of earning some kind of recognition or invitation into some inner circle; the reality is that you probably can already find that within your existing circle
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mom get the camera!
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yes I agree, but I think the difficulty is figuring out what is motivating the yearning for perfection in the first place haha it's hard to change feelings, but definitely not impossible
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I feel that, I think streaming creative stuff helped with it though just cause it's showing the process and not the outcome
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maybe Elixir/Gleam would be a good middle ground between language features and simplicity... I haven't used Haskell enough to know for sure, but I'm wondering if underneath all the confusing jargon (monads, endofunctors, etc.) there's also an accessible language with great features there
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then at the same time I think about the mental anguish I was put through learning Rust from really confusingly written articles and I'm like... okay yeah fair but like... surely there's a happy medium in the middle somewhere
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nickbryan.co.uk/software/usi...
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Duolingo has never been great for learning Japanese anyway... my method works better imo
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the bad article or the good article
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Ideally you eventually graduate from concafe girls to an actual friend who you do a language exchange with, my streamer friends have been great for this, I hear good things about VRChat as well. You need to be a lil brave, but it's doable. Follow these steps and you'll be nihongo jozu in no time 👍🏻
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Last step is to find any kind of conversational partner inside of your subculture. For me I found concafe girls to be great for this, since the alcohol makes you less anxious, and as entertainers the girls are usually pretty skilled at keeping the conversation from getting awkward.
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Step 2 is to re-experience old media in Japanese. This way you'll still remember the general plot which helps with comprehension, but it'll still be novel since you won't remember every detail. Take words you hear regularly and are unfamiliar with, and add them to a custom Anki deck.
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Step 1 is to gain basic proficiency. My go-to has always been Anki & the Jlab decks: www.japanese-like-a-breeze.com/guide-for-be... Set the new card limit to 2-4 a day, study 5-15 mins daily. After around a year you'll be proficient. It's better to be consistent, don't try to cram and burn out.
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I think I figured out why, a lot of the concepts I'm trying to learn are kind of complicated, and many of people in this community are not the best at technical writing I found a good article that explains the concepts I need better and it finally clicked
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thank you ;_; im doin my best
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since I'm the dumbass who picked rust I feel like I shouldn't bill my client for the time I take to learn these things, but also I can't take forever to figure this stuff out, I need to get paid and client wants features... I'm in like the worst position right now ugh
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ehehehehehe yes
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my secret to finding love: - become as hot as vampirically possible within your means - go to places that attract alt people like nightclubs - hint at doing illegal things to bait the feds into hitting on you
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the biggest game changer was using Beeper for DMs so I could uninstall the apps: www.beeper.com It hasn't solved everything. I still struggle with the gap between my abilities and my aspirations. I often feel drained and unmotivated. But it definitely feels like a large weight off my back.