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27 | He/Him | Scuffed Streamer | 90s FPS guy
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Put this guy in a covered area away from the blue jays, unfortunately I don't think I'd be able to care for 2 of these guys
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I feel bad that I've just not had the energy for much of anyone or anything lately and I'm hoping I can get out of the slump I'm in soon. Never feels good making posts like this, but I'm bad at 1 on 1 communication sometimes and I know there's been a few people a bit worried. I promise I'll be fine.
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Luckily I'm far from the first person to keep a bold jumper as a pet and there's HEAPS of documentation on what to do, I'm sure. In the event of an egg sack appearing one night, I can deal, but I'd have to find an outdoor space that's safe. Can't have hundreds of tiny spiders loose in my house.
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Really REALLY hoping Crumb is NOT a gravid female, I'd do whatever I can to raise spiderlings until they could go out on their own, but the prospect of housing hundreds of micro-spiders is admittedly a bit of daunting one. Will update when possible, fingers crossed Crumb's just a big-backed male.
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Yeah, I wish I could say I had any sort of comfortable way in managing that. It's a lot easier to deal with someone saying they don't like you than it is having someone who insists you're best friends when in reality you played something in a group they were in years ago and know nothing about them.
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Companies are not your friends even if they "made your childhood" and I'm not about to defend Nintendo on what they ACTUALLY did wrong here, but the amount of people buying into false narratives that negatively impact hobbies is disheartening.
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The switch to download-only is pretty fucked and as someone with multiple modded Nintendo systems, one can probably guess how I feel about the prospect of them auto-bricking something you paid money for. Those ARE valid things to be bugged by, there's no need to lie to people about the console
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*and some change, just about ready just getting a few last second promos done
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And this isn't just happening to be facing them either, like, he will change where he's hanging out to see things better and will then go stationary again when he finds a good angle to see from. He's active and healthy, moves and hunts plenty, he just likes TV apparently.
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- going live until I know I've got the right headspace and energy for it.
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- feeling pretty dizzy whenever I go to stand up and didn't sleep amazingly well by any definition, but everything's a lot more manageable at the moment than it was even yesterday. If I don't end up going live tonight, it should be the last time that's tied to this whole issue thankfully.
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Just 1 last note & I swear I'll stop posting on personal BS for now:
I really am sorry to the folks who've tried to reach out here/on Discord. Most didn't get a reply & the ones who did were unfortunate enough to deal with me being kind of a wreck. I honest to God really do appreciate you guys.
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-story, but the TLDR is that I don't have a primary care doctor at the moment so I need outside approval for everything I have to take (even my insulin, which is just great) and that ended up fucking me over this time.
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-upsetting or saying something wrong to did a lot for me. I'm always beyond worried when I talk to someone like this if I've said something to upset them and I get insanely stressed out over it.
I'm getting my medication tomorrow, I just had to make it through the weekend, basically. Long and dumb-
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And still going with the notion Crumb is a male from what I can tell. The pedipalps are fairly thin which seems to point towards male stronger than any other definining factors at the moment. The coloration is also leaning towards male, though with Bold Jumping Spiders that seems to vary.
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He is still very shy, as one would expect. Hopefully I can get better pictures of him at some point, but for now I'm trying to leave him be as much as possible so he doesn't feel scared to hunt or anything. He gets startled if I try to get a closer look at him, which again, is to be expected.