dixvt.bsky.social
Dix | He/him | 18+ Minors DNI | Mid 20's | up and coming pngtuber, trying to have fun | Mostly games, maybe art | pfp: LazyChaos | LGBTQ+ Friendly | Dms are open for collab talking | NO AI
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correctly as well so it's a lot of good stuff to hear. I sadly still have yet to get any calls about a job offer as of yet and still can't really help cover any cost for the bills that we will have so please do keep sharing and helping if you can. Thank you all.
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Reminder to everyone, please, continue to share this. I know I could probably @ people and make sure people see this but.. I just don't like pushing. I've even dm'ed someone, felt bad, didn't get a response, dm'ed again, still didn't get a response and just decided "I'm just not gonna bother anyone"
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We just hit 40$, we are 1/100th of the way there and I can't be more thankful. I really wish I was better at incentives and stuff but I'm just.. still not use to doing events and things at all. I do hope that I can still repay you all for the kindness given towards my family and me.
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it becomes so hard to be able to just smile through the pain, to keep walking forward even though my legs want to give out.. I'm doing my best but when my best doesn't feel good enough, all I hear is "give up" being whispered in my ear over and over again.
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bring an uplifting attitude to my streams and be my normal self so I just.. haven't had the energy or will to stream. I don't want you guys to see or hear me while I'm like this, it's why I'm even posting less and less. I'm trying to not give up but when the world feels like it's crushing me..
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Cancer surgery on the 6th, and I still can't get any FUCKING REPLIES TO MY APPLICATIONS!! We are drowning and.. I feel like it's my fault because I'm failing my family. I have nothing I can do for them.. So please.. if you can help, not for my sake, but for my family's. I will be eternally grateful.
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Also, for some shit's and giggles, I added this to my throne which will be gifted to my family member who is battling cancer currently. throne.com/dixvt/item/6...
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We did think we would have a month to get things situated but we have a week.. I doubt I have enough time to get on up at my old job because it's going to take two weeks before I get paid if I do get hired up there due to how they do pay schedules.
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Even if we don't meet the end goal, I will do something to return the kindness. I'll have to think long and hard about it once we get through this though, all of this has been making it impossible for me to think straight at all..
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I don't have a car to buy groceries or a license either, so that's another reason they will be coming over to help because they will be the only people able to get food brought to the house. Any and all help means the world to me and my family through this tough time.
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I might try to do a small stream this week, try to invite people to play something to help with this in the first place.. idk.. there's just a lot on my mind and I can't focus enough..
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and I will do it. Be it the one chip challenge, be it lethal company modded solo to beat X amount raised, be it to play any game under X rules.. I will figure out how to do it and make it work. I will have the gofundme public by the weekend.. Thank you all for reading.. (4/4)
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Just enough to cover the base house bills and still get food for us. We will worry about the hospital bills ourselves, they have insurance so it will be more realistically possible for us to pay it off. But, if the gofundme get's fully funded, I will allow you guys to pick whatever you want (3/4)
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meaning we will not have the funds for bills or food. Due to that, I am going to be pushing to try and get hired up at my old job more.. but also, I will be opening up a gofundme. It will probably just be around 2 to 3 thousand dollars at the max, I don't want to ask for too much.. (2/4)
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to suggest whatever they wanted and we will do a poll on what to do unless enough suggestions are the same thing, in that case, it will be that one. But I'm ranting at this point, I just wanted to let you all know what's going on and what to expect in the coming week. Love you guys. (7/7)
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and if things do get covered, by some chance we do get through everything and find ourselves on the other side of this bridge, I will do anything to repay the kindness given during that time. I don't know what it might be but nothing would be off the table. I'd set up a way for people (6/7)
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But.. with everything going on in mind, if it's confirmed. I already know we will need help with covering bills, food and more so I will probably set up a way for people to help out if they so wish. I'll even go through paypal if I must, which is something I've wanted to avoid, (5/7)
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pains me because I don't want to lose what progress we have gone through together. This has been one of the greatest fucking things I've been able to do other then just live through each day and just thinking about losing this part of myself.. even for a little bit.. FUCK! (4/7)
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with this fresh news, the chances have become even more slim. If everything is confirmed next week, then you guys will probably see a post about it and that might be the last post from me for a while. It will not be a goodbye, just a see you later.. God, even now, just thinking about it (3/7)
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Along with that, I don't know if the internet will be something we will continue to have if the thing that was told to me is confirmed fully. I know I've already said our internet would most likely be getting cut off, we've been doing our best to make sure it didn't happen but.. (2/7)