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swear as soon as i say the words 'im not busy' out loud my calendar is suddenly full

on the coach yesterday i was next to someone who was maybe 16ish?? and she asked me if im from london and then was asking me qs like 'what's peckham like?' and 'have you met harry styles?' she named a bunch of celebrities i did not know and said she was surprised I haven't bumped into them yet 😔

ive been trying to take more selfies lately bc i know im gonna have to change my hair colour lol

my life has been such a fuuucking mess the last 2 years but every wack show i feel like its worth suffering through to the next one LOL

also coshoji megumi is coming back to london 😭😭 i gotta learn about MAPA

saw my friends for like 40mins earlier and I really feel like a person again 😭

i keep thinking asp have member colours then remembering thats the made up colours i gave them when i was colour coding lyrics to learn their voices 😭

wack 5 is tomorrow im feeling sentimental 😭

"if I just work hard enough, eventually I'll make it" No. cause if you don't make it that means you didn't work hard enough. And that isn't fair to your efforts. there are so many factors outside of your hands. So much success is luck, and failure is not always your fault. cut yourself some slack.

love reading how some people started dressing more extra or more feminine bc of nikki 🥺 i think me too a bit

last show 🥺 i wish i could go a third time ahhh

but I hope i get employed soon so i can think about other things again

lately every time i do a job interview or talk to a recruiter i get sooo depressed even though my mood is generally pretty good otherwise lol im so cooked under capitalism

Relevant to the 'disabled people need to work' discussions: A contact of mine applied for a job. They asked for one small cost-free 'reasonable adjustment'. The employer promptly told them they couldn't have this. No discussion. It's Not The Disabled People Who Are The 'Problem', #Labour Party.

watched some infinity nikki photomode tutorials lol

i finally played 1000xRESIST after loving the demo last year and oh my god i wanna cry for at least a week it was so much more than I could've imagined

after seeing la soldier sung live I remembered about the Tommy heavenly6 version which is soooo goooood 😭 and the BiSH version of Moon Revenge !!!!

pulled the sun for the second time in 3 days and i think this is the first time ive encountered toxic positivity from a tarot deck

cant believe wack are holding auditions for an international group and im unemployed but im too old 😔😔😔

i wanna see sailor moon again 😭 if im back in the UK i wanna go on the last date i think

why did i schedule at least one call for every day this week its Tuesday and im exhausted

sad bc im gonna miss the super nice people i got to hang out with at my super awful job 😭

one of my current projects is maybe the biggest ive done as a solo designer and it's really different not being able to bounce ideas off other creatives.. but I've managed to find other ways to get unstuck! i definitely feel more confident on a team but it's good to know i can do it by myself too 😅

phantom siita didn't blow me away or anything but im still thinking about hisui's one last kiss cover 🥺 soo gorgeous!! i think she impressed me the most overall

one good thing about being jobless is i got time to dress cute to see phantom siita

✨💙 Happy Valentine's Day 💙✨ It's not a very valentine-y cover, but I hope you enjoy this new cover of Otonablue! バレンタインの新作~ あまりバレンタインっぽいのカバーじゃないよね😅 ▶️YT: youtu.be/nrrw37UJQrA ⏩NND: nico.ms/sm44648321 #atarashiigakko #otonablue #songcover #dancecover #踊ってみた #歌ってみた

hilda 🥺

my neighbour sent a note about us not putting the bins out properly and she seemed so nervous that we'd be mad about it 😭 i think maybe when i was younger i might have been?? but i feel sad that it's a bit scary to say something reasonable like that to strangers

ive been thinking about it for a while and i have a lot of good reasons to dye my hair darker again but the blonde is SO cute i love it so much

herta's vfx im so in love...

its a bit funny that with the amount of terrible workplace experiences ive had, the more im sure i can handle a toxic workplace for a bit if there's some benefit to it

💪💖 [ #cuteart #illustration ]

i wanna say job hunting is so rough when you have an emotion regulation disorder but i think getting rejection emails or calls at any point in the day at random is bad for everyone

this is my favourite photo so far !!!!!!

im so tired this month has been so long

i was using my housemate's vinyl player before but he moved out and i cant afford to replace it so i decided to get a cd player but the charity shop here prices them a bit high and im getting laid off so i cant justify it 😭😭

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