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Struggling very hard to deal with a lot of the hateful, dangerous right-wing rhetoric that my dad and step-mother said to me yesterday, to the point that it's causing me to lose sleep. A lot of it was sadly to be expected, but defending nazi salutes and fascism was beyond the pale.

The last week has been one of the worst of my life, but at least I got a ticket to the new Gundam thing on Thursday. Can't wait to get yelled at for that too, but I'll take whatever wins I can get at this point.

vibe for the rest of the night i guess

fantastic day to learn both sides of your family are closet fascist

had a dream that ended with me sitting down to watch someone else stream streamer was watching videos on YT, and when chat asked "what episode are we gonna watch next?" the streamer looked at the camera, laughs, and says "epileptic." their head instantly slams into the desk and they fall off-camera

Y'know, I've never felt better about dropping out of college and not finishing my criminal psych degree, I'd be so fucked if I decided to pursue actually working in that field.

probably stream later, continuing SA2 100% coffee's hitting a little too hard in the wrong ways so I need to let it simmer for a bit before going live lmao

This is so sick

Losing 10lbs from the MAGFlu definitely contributed, but I'm officially back to being within 15lbs of my desired weight range! After hitting where I want, next step is gonna be working on toning some shit out and hopefully I won't hate looking at myself anymore let's goooo

i feel like with thirty minutes time and a couple diet Cokes i could get him to reverse the Louisiana Purchase

dipshit neighbors backed their truck into our fence for the sixth goddamn time, fucking hate it here

Unfortunately skipping stream again today. Just... no energy for keeping up with SA2 rn, and WW 100% is too mentally demanding. Hopefully I'll feel up to it tomorrow.

to try and end this string of posts on a more positive note, I think Atlas could tell I was having a bad time with my nightmares. he woke me up by pawing at my face right before it got really bad. absolutely adore that cat.

Starting to have recurring nightmares again, I'm sure THAT's a great sign. Ugh.

Likely no stream today, mental state's feeling pretty fragile rn and I'm just not feeling up to it. Didn't sleep too great and got to deal with multiple particularly distressing nightmares chained together so I just want to take a rest day.

I've had multiple people ask me what my hair routine is to get the slight curls, and every time I say "I just wash it and let it air dry lol" they always get upset with me :c

They screwed this all up.

instead of whinging on the internet more than i already have, i think i'm just gonna go get drunk and read ghost in the shell until my eyes defocus and i pass out

big time starting to regret letting my ex take the tv we had in the bedroom, but then again the only reason i let her take it was to try and smoothe over the process of moving out. hope she appreciates it.

Why the everliving fuck is this stupid motherfucking dipshit even being allowed to make these fucking decisions and inferences? HE'S NOT EVEN FUCKING AMERICAN

Now that musk is saying he’s doing the DOGE stuff “because the globalists have plotted a Great Replacement in which they use government handouts to buy votes from illegal immigrants and urban blacks” maybe we don’t have to act like this is about deficits or cost cutting anymore

This is the first time in a decade I've been so mentally stressed out that it's put me on autopilot. I just realized that I don't even remember what I did over the past few days. I can't remember what I did in the games I'm playing or what happened in chapters of books I read two days ago.

I've completely wasted the last five years of my life working with a disability attorney, haven't I? There's no way I'll get a single cent after this shit, and that massive gap on my resumé will render me effectively unhireable.

still fucking waiting for Trump to bring these prices down

Started priming a kit, then realized halfway through the third piece that I forgot to sand the fuckin nubs fffffff

Likely no stream today, my mom's having a rough time mentally so I'm gonna spend some time with her.

Back on my shit with some more Wind Waker 100%, now I get to go around and take pictures of everythiiinnnngggg Twitch.tv/exceedlvl3