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northern european mutant for hire. sometimes I post boobs and pussy, sometimes little plastic men 🔞
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fee paid to get the report I lost for my GRC, gonna try and scan my docs this week so I can get all the stuff sent off. I want my birth cert and everything so I can fuck off and live with dignity, or at least be buried with it. stuff with council tax sorted out too. I am getting so much admin done

laser cancelled today because the machine blew a fuse. you n me both babes

my boobs hurt and i bleached my underwear frothing at the gash at fit blonde boys on the bus

i did stuff today despite setbacks. went to the city, had a caffeine drink, bought a book and a present for a friend, went home. picked up some of my meds. filled out a dwp form and sent it. tomorrow i'm having laser, my hair did, and seeing the council. stacked day. i feel practically functional

I feel very useless since losing my job despite my job destroying me. I had less self worth, more self esteem. now I feel like you bitches can't afford me, but I get no respect around here

One of the biggest opponents of the initial wave of gay liberation was closeted homosexuals who believed further acceptance would mean either that they had wasted their lives inside a closet, or that they would be associated with the “wrong gays”

happy pride to all the little gay people in my phone

If a straight woman has to hide her relationship with her boyfriend to avoid outing him as queer to his conservative family than we’re not using the same definition of “straight” there as we are with cishet people and the difference really matters.

hot girl summer will happen this year because i have enough meds, i doubt i will have job to stress me, i will sunbathe, bike and walk everywhere in shorts, i may have vehicle to travel further, i talk more to friends so should be more social. i lost 23 and 24 to crisis, i NEED this

i've set myself some more admin tasks and I've decided it's GRC time, I thought I had everything together ready to go, but I gotta contact Bellringer again because I've lost my report from him and all the email addresses I had from 2019 to contact his office are bouncing back

tried vaping weed instead of smoking yesterday but my lungs were still not a fan. it's looking like I just have to stop and I'm ok with that.

I am gonna get my meds, I can see on the nhs app they've been sent to the pharmacy. it took 5 minutes seeing a doctor face to face and there was no fuss or nonsense. ridiculous it took 5 weeks. what they advised to do in future was what I did in the first place. admins make fools of us all

Hunter was fantastic today. such a good game, really great role-playing. I'm gonna go into this GP appointment on a high, and I have friend backup with @rachel.norfolk.social.ap.brid.gy chaperoning me so hopefully there won't be any bull shit

It's possible she may be guilty of this crime, but it's unreasonable for her to pay too high a price for 20 seconds of action. Think of her future! Girls will be girls.

please help Hammam, this family needs money

POV ur a trans woman on benefits and you've asked for access to healthcare

I hate how all my emotional wounds reopen whenever I get backed into a corner. I just unravel. I feel so unhealed and that all the therapy I've had and all the everything was a waste. I'll always feel like im bleeding onto everything I touch like some wretched unsightly creature

I call GP practice to pressure them, they say a manager is in my file, i'll be contacted soon. I get an email 5 mins later apologising and saying I should make an emergency appointment face to face. I tried that 5 weeks ago and they told me I can't, which lead to this!

called GP practice again to say 'no prescription yet!' and they looked at my stuff, said a manager is in my file right now and that I should get called later today. I was perfectly reasonable and gracious. we will see I guess.

complex trauma all the way down

still no prescription. no response. another email sent. they can send my non-HRT tho! I feel profoundly anti-social, evil and spiky. this week has burned me bad and all I want to do is reflect that pain onto others. and I'd prefer it not be the people closest to me, hence the anti-socialness

the DM accepted criticism and removed one of his house rules! who says being a bitch doesn't get results

I hope my too-muchness makes my haters so apoplectic they seizure and perish, and I pray my not-enoughness keeps me below the radar and camouflages me from predators. a litany to change tears into >:3 in seconds

I first came out to cis friends in 2012 at Cambridge beer festival, sat on the grass in the sun saying I was gonna be a woman. I'd been in talks with two trans friends exploring how and what through then til 2015 when I finally got on with it. it feels like a different time and a different world

since i accepted what way my breads buttered sometimes when I horny post I feel a 'everybody disliked that' reputation damage notification pop up

every time the weed guy drops by, he's usually straight from football with his sweaty mates in his car. being presented with five fit af frequently shirtless young men turns me into a drooling mess and every time I kind of want them to drag me into the car and take turns ravishing me

have i lost my shinigami green

If the face in your avi is looking toward the left of the circle you are evil

gp can't do my script today but can't call me either, "next tuesday tranny- er i mean queen, i swear we'll do it next tuesday." so i've kicked off with a angry phonecall, apparently dispensing team might be able to tide me over, I said no, full script only, I want to change practices already

we survived the combat encounter but the sesh was just one big chugfest because every fucking thing had actions out the wazoo, the dm lost his stat blocks, had tech issues and then had to invent new rules when we were doing too well

I smoked again for the first time in a week today and it sucked