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accidentally let slip my drive for self improvement, actualisation and freedom is just morbidity in really tight booty shorts

submitted 6 hours ago • 0 comments

i can/will be delicate again in a sunlit and surrounded by flowers way, rather than a screaming and snatching my hand back kind of way.

submitted 7 hours ago • 0 comments

if my battles start looking less like battles, and I can get the moving parts that cause me active anxiety back to a point of unthinking (I pray soon), I can get back to actually living. maybe quitting meds this summer is unrealistic, but having friends and going to a few nearby places isn't

submitted 8 hours ago • 0 comments

I don't know what I'm into or what I want anymore

submitted 9 hours ago • 0 comments

time to admit that I transitioned to live out a yaoi fantasy (being a girl and an uke at the same time)

submitted 22 hours ago • 11 comments

i never would’ve transitioned if i hadn’t gotten to know a bunch of trans guys over the years. i wouldn’t have known what was possible. those men saved my life. they are my brothers. if u fuck with trans men u fuck with me

submitted 1 day ago • 17 comments

i am so triggered this week, fraught, frantic. my life in print seems so stupid and small, and someone else holds it in their hands, only for it to then be handed to a cabal of genderwonks for approval or rejection. meanwhile i still have to look for a job and do laundry and pay rent

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

"We aren't taking your rights away" "We aren't taking your rights away" "We aren't taking your rights away" "We aren't taking your rights away" "You never had those rights to begin with"

submitted 1 day ago • 14 comments

most effective offline brain dewormers for trans women: - Knowing one (1) queer cis woman who's normal about trans women - An environment where you see a representative sample of what women look like in the general population - Accepting that you're allowed to want things

submitted 1 day ago • 26 comments

An alternative flag for the United Nations.

submitted 1 day ago • 5 comments

documents collated, attempt to email estranged partner, admin for the day done. really don't like these large pdfs of evidence

submitted 1 day ago • 0 comments

The UK media war on trans people in one horrifying graph. From two to three articles a month in the ‘90s to over 300 today. One month 2 years ago had over 1,000. The vast majority of these are anti-trans false conspiracy based. The dehumanisation of a minority is unprecedented since the 1930s.

submitted 2 days ago • 3 comments

do i feel remorse for smashing up the rotting hulk of vehicle thats sat in my driveway for over a year? no. do i feel remorse for tearing into the shed with my sword? no. temporarily embarrassed by my own rage, sure but i'm sick of this useless old man's rusting shite blocking access to the property

submitted 2 days ago • 2 comments

I'm angry and impatient and vile, thoroughly vile

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

OK so what do I do with my grc application if my estranged partner doesn't get back to me. abuse is documented in my evidence (letters from a crisis centre, counselling, letters from GIC, cancelled visa application). I sign the stat dec saying my spouse hasnt done their part and apply anyway?

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

boy came over and was immediately making jokes that put me off fucking him. I got ready for nothing. utter disappointment. I got plenty of cuddles and kisses but flinched at any attempt at more. gross. boring.

submitted 2 days ago • 1 comment

this GRC and having to contact my ex is all very triggering. i could do drugs about it, but first i'm going out on my bike again. i can do drugs about it later

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

lmao exw-aife

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

having an estranged wife is difficult because things got so bad I ran away, but now it's been 8 years, time has passed, I'm still stuck married to a woman on the other side of the world when we're both straight leaning now. we still care if anything bad happens to the other and can talk now I guess

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

just need my GRC stat dec witnessed, my birth cert and marriage cert scanning, and my estranged former partner to complete the dreaded T469. I've messaged her, lets hope she's feeling amenable :) all my other docs and reports scanned and sorted. admin!

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

its not ez pz, i'm having a fucking meltdown over scanning documents

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

35 pages of medical evidence to scan, 30 pages of evidence i'm a living person to scan also, plus two stat decs and two medical reports from experts. ez pz

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

'sorry if you have a shit day as a result of me dealing with something in my timeless, classic, heavy-handed way.' no worries brother, thanks for waking me up with that notification, what am I supposed to do with that

submitted 4 days ago • 1 comment

this isn't a dunk i think this is what most ppl think are 'british values' democracy: a choice between different brands of the far right law: courts can be bought individual liberty: i was jus stripped of my civil rights mutual respect: press regularly smears me - a rape survivor - as a rapist

submitted 6 days ago • 6 comments

you can't say 'I bet you have some fucked up fetishes considering you get bashful over the most innocent stuff' and then refuse to elaborate. I'm pretty openly fucked up, but that boils down to vanilla with some loose roleplay at most. excuse me for being boring, preverts

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments