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Back at it again. [He/Him] 20M HW: 230 | CW: 216 | LW: 185 GW1: 200 | GW2: 180 | UGW: 105 BMI: 35.8 (5'6") Bulimia/EDNOS Pro-Recovery for thee, but not for me. Remember when the butterfly emoji meant you were pro? Bit ironic isn't it.
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It's kinda funny how I actually look pretty similar to how I used to, if there was a 3rd bit for my teens then you'd really get a big change with hair, colors, style and whatnot.

submitted 49 days ago • 0 comments

Hey guys am I cooked or... 🥴

submitted 64 days ago • 3 comments

Hey guys, I've been so high and drunk this week, I've basically never updated anything. Visiting my family has been surprisingly well. Even Alan has been pleasant, and nobody's made a single move to hit me the entire time! Lots of drinks, lots of weed, plenty of word puzzles, overall great.

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

i think i use girlypop and girlypops exactly the same way you would use chat. girlypop im so cooked.

submitted 71 days ago • 1 comment

girlypops, i think my streak of good behavior may be destroyed by the half century period. i am having cramps so bad, i really need like. sugar. asap

submitted 71 days ago • 0 comments

Unfortunately I have graduated from a teen who'd socialize with every drunk adult at my mom's excessive parties to a 20 year old who hides in his room from the well meaning neighbors at my dad's holiday party.

submitted 72 days ago • 2 comments

I need to play sims

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Period cramps. Why.

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Still baffled by the period. 4 years later? It comes back? Why? I forgot how to put a tampon in for godsake. I had to go into the guest bathroom and read the fucking instructions, that's how long it's been. ????

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Hello. Normally I'm a happy drunk, but apparently last night I got my period. After like 3-4 years of it being gone. So now I know to not get drunk on my period?? Still baffled that it's here, but it's kinda funny that I immediately ate ice cream and chocolate about it last night.

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Drunk. 👍 And crying now. 👎

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Can't fuckin believe I'm going to my mom's and my older brother's for a week. I can't believe I decided this was a good idea. Jesus Christ. Every single time I visited Alan in the last 3 years, he treated me like shit and ignored me, like I'm just being annoying and he doesn't even want me around-

submitted 72 days ago • 1 comment

It's really funny how different I feel from relapsing to now, 20 days later. I actually prefer it, since I've noticed in the past it pretty much kills my anxiety, and I don't really get su¡c¡dal when restricting but yeah. Unfortunately it always makes me a bit stupid lol.

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Nevermind. Fruit. 350 cals. I'm incredibly tired for just laying around and drawing all day.

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Accidentally fasted today outside of a protein drink this morning. I should eat something but nothing sounds good. :\

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

3 days until I go to Utah to see my bio mom.

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Deleted the selfie 👍 but thanks for the love! <3

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

Killed my legs on the peloton today. But burned a neat 300 cals. You win some you lose some. Went downstairs in a towel to take a shower afterwards and was blindsided by the neighbor in the kitchen. What if I tied cinder blocks to my chest and went for a swim actually.

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

i fucking love chocolate and i hate that i love it

submitted 77 days ago • 0 comments

Breakfast. Pita bread, and a honey pom pistachio cream cheese spread. The other pita bread I have, the flax one, is like 70 cals for the whole round. So when it said one serving is 90, I took it at face value. Checked to put it in, and it was 90 for half... I am going to go nuts. But whatever.

submitted 74 days ago • 0 comments

Really wanting to weigh myself rn, but I should wait till Sunday so I don't overdo it again and freak out about minute changes on the scale

submitted 74 days ago • 1 comment

Anyways today is the Spanish final. I'm so going to fail unfortunately. Pray for me I at least get 50%. Because any lower and I might shut myself into a blender and turn it on.

submitted 75 days ago • 1 comment