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i miss smoking cigarettes in mom's bathroom

oh, really cold morning. why do i feel so melancholic?

i thought i was getting better at staying away from extremist methods, but i keep making myself sick on purpose. sometimes, rather than being about losing weight, i feel like i just want to hurt myself.

what’s a guy gotta do to get a fucking cigarette around here

i want to look like an angel as much as a doll

i think i'm slowly getting addicted to ig.. again

just don't eat you dumb bitch

ᯓ henry's blog

guess i'll take the opportunity to redo my intro. i wanted to organize it a little better anyway but i was lazy T_T

i hope my problem with cookies ends up the same as the one i had with chips last year. i taught myself to hate them so much through my binges that now they even lack flavor for me. a win is a win..

i really want to join a dance group and take classes. male dancers are always so hot lol i want to be one of them

i love feeling small when someone grabs me by the waist

i feel so childish sometimes

i know you're poor but damn bitch buy a personality

your secret is safe with me cause i lowkey zoned out

ngl i'm sure she is overreacting but agghg i feel so good that i want to ⭐ve myself more

today my mom, worried, told me that i look sickly skinny and that i need to see some doctor. my god, i'm so sorry for her, i truly adore her, but that was the best thing anyone has said to me so far and i feel morbidly happy about it

wait, maybe i'm actually pretty

i love loong hot baths so much that i almost forget that i'm dreadfully miserable.

him: *mid stroke* me: do u think i look skinny?

how to turn depression binge urges into depression i never want to eat again urges no glue no borax

when i'm hungry i always ask myself "would i eat an apple?" but the thing is i would always fuck up an apple

ppl think i'm a narcissist for seeing my reflection on every possible surface. no babe, i'm insecure as fuck. i'm just checking that my face doesn't look too disgusting

I'm not hot enough to be this crazy

i hate cookies too

i hate chips

fuck i can't feel my throat

eating cookies because i hate myself hiiii

i'm so fucking fat