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illanyss.bsky.social
Youtube content creator. Twitch streamer. Newbie artist, musician and programmer. Gamer. Father. Boyfriend. Don't offer me services, I do everything myself.
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Reached the conclusion I need a blog instead of several Bluesky posts. This simply does not have enough space for all my words... Now the question is: will I use a regular blog website or will I finally make you of my own website? It's a bunch of boring work to get either one running regardless =/

submitted 14 hours ago • 0 comments

Still need to work on my microphone's settings and noise gates BUT I've been enjoying my time on a bunch of games that I should be playing while streaming to share the fun and... Oh. I see. Let me have today for Space Engineers and see what I come up with tomorrow.

submitted 14 hours ago • 0 comments

Searching for VSTs of my preference that actually work on Tracktion's Waveform is more troublesome than expected. Many simply don't load properly. If someone knows on some VSTs with lots of different types of instruments that work in Waveform, please let me know. It's essential for my build.

submitted 14 hours ago • 0 comments

🎉As voted by our amazing community!🎉 5 minutes of building gameplay in the procedural worlds of Under a Rock! 👀Also, a little peek at gathering and recipe unlocks⛏️ youtu.be/shaKp4uyEzI?... #gamedev #indiedev #survival #gameplay #videogame

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

We have found our way to Bluesky with Under a Rock❣️ Let's celebrate with a look at our cute little trailer. Explore a primitive but dangerous world with a different evolutionary path; here, wildlife is oversized, Neanderthals still exist, and curses are real. youtu.be/I2onjpOMF_s?...

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

Made some preparations on Twitch to stream with my girlfriend. Later today will spend some time testing some microphone settings. For now we'll stream together on my Twitch channel but once I deal with all the art, audio and configurations we will start using a dedicated Twitch and Youtube channel.

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

I bet reading these "mental" posts is getting a bit annoying. Sorry. I am trying to figure things out as I go. Lets just try to work on something for Youtube or Twitch. But this time, I'll do what I like rather than trying to do something forced. Sorry, no more camera on my streams or videos!

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

And that was a bunch of anger for things that for most people are of no consequence. Now back to my poor attempt at doing something that will earn me money. Something that I may enjoy doing. Other than playing survival/automation games on my own or with my girlfriend.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

And, gosh, I see perfectly fine without a lamp light. Just because YOU have difficulties seeing without a lamp light despite there being plenty of light coming in from the window doesn't need I need it. It's my choice! Stop forcing me to hear the freaking hum from the light bulbs, you deaf people!

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

I cannot focus myself so hard that I can't hear or see what's around me. If someone is talking near me, I get annoyed. I continue doing what I'm doing without any efficiency decrease but I get annoyed. Because I cannot tune out the sounds. This is why I prefer to work from home.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Despite all that, I'm not a pain to talk to if you have to or want to discuss some topic I enjoy or know a lot about. I like giving feedback about things. I hate when people don't want to admit they're doing something wrong and spit their "don't speak if you can't do better" attitude at me.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Also the need that most people have for: Social interaction when unrelated to the job, compassion for minor matters, listening to music without earbuds, having a TV on when you're doing something else, having neighbors greeting you just because you see them, coffee for focus, smoking, drinking.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

What stresses me out? What bothers me? What annoys me? Smokers. People talking about their personal lives. Small talk. Overbearing people. Disregard for rules/law. Undeserved benefits. Excess absences due to health matters. Crybabies. Deceivers of all types. Flatter. Lack of care for the cause.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

So, what do I have? I do not know what I want to work on and I am lazy for the things I have some skill with. I dislike most things I am very skillful at and always falter when faced with a troublesome task. And I am incapable of working in an environment that stresses me out.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

How can I get a job if I don't know what I want to work on? Was checking job search websites and most of them have this tailored experience in which you choose what you want. But I prefer to browse until I find something I'm compatible with. Just browsing without filters is a slow process, though =/

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

I have more posts than followers or people I follow. That means I talk a lot but don't leave an impression. It's good. Most of what I say here is part of my path back to doing something akin of a job so I can pay the bills without always being on the edge of poverty. Lets see how long it takes me.

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

Okay, someone was being a bit silly. I just need a proper long night of sleep and I'll get this done, I assure you. Does it have to be soon? Ugh... Wish I could just keep procrastinating. Oh well. Lets take a nap now and see what later brings.

submitted 15 days ago • 0 comments

Someone, please, just give me a job in which I have to play early access games and give pages of feedback about them. It's what I love to do the most, it seems, but all this text gives me no coin and long exposition videos don't get that many views. I suck at making money.

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

I screwed up a little bit. Did a bad thing and now I have a bunch of trouble to make sure all is fine. This will be another delay. A big one. Maybe. We'll see.

submitted 23 days ago • 0 comments

Yeah, you see, there are home improvements going on in at least 2 houses within audio range. Drills and grinders working for most of the day, from 8am to 6pm. Maybe I can learn how to create a some proper noise gates for my extremely sensitive microphone and let it be. We'll see.

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

So suddenly I thought: Hey, I could just go back to streaming because I just need to be out there, sharing my adventures and torments in this or that game. No need for new art, logo or philosophy. I'm actually okay with that but... WHY DOES THIS NEIGHBORHOOD HAVE CONSTRUCTION GOING ON FOR MONTHS!!

submitted 26 days ago • 0 comments

So today I decided to go back to playing PUBG. You see, I found out that if we change region we can select the map in which we want to play. But, guess what. That option is not available any more. Uninstalling the game and waiting until they give us the power to decide again. #pubg

submitted 27 days ago • 0 comments

I need to install Inkscape, Davinci Resolve, Audacity and Waveform. And then I need to work on two logos, a couple of audio tracks and some other channel art. Gosh, I wish I had money to pay for Adobe's software. Actually got used to it in a course and it's really good. Life is tricky.

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

So what do I still need to do? I need to have a good night sleep of at least 8 hours straight, that's what. Just to have enough self-discipline to actually work. Waking up to any sound or light is a torment. I go on energy saving mode the whole day without it. Or maybe something else...

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

Wasted opportunities. I keep doing it. Whenever I play an early access game together with my girlfriend, it's like a feedback session. We don't make videos of it, we don't even livestream it. I blame my mind, as busy at it can get sometimes, it still has no patience for working things out. Oh well.

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

I love feedback forms. Well, as long as there's a final section for free thoughts. They work better than just typing in Discord on free chat or even threads. Easier to sift through, I'm sure. But, please, give me a generous character limit. I tend to say a lot.

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

You know how there are all those fonts that are sans serif which means the characters have no serifs? I can't wait when people start selling their products sans tariff. #tariffs #economy #nonsense

submitted 50 days ago • 0 comments

The tune is in my head. I have been playing long sections of the whole thing in my mind and now it's hard to get it off. Monday morning I'll grab the DAW and get it on a file. Will use it for Twitch livestream countdowns and a small adaptation will be used for logo intro on Youtube.

submitted 53 days ago • 0 comments

How can some people be artists if they don't know how to use their eyes? Check my profile. It says I AM an artist. It says I DO EVERYTHING MYSELF. Follow me or not but know I am not even going to entertain the possibility of hiring your services. I create and manage all my art, audio and video.

submitted 55 days ago • 0 comments