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🔞MDNI | SEMI-NSFW 🌕1.3.25 📝releasing and processing all my thoughts/emotions 🚫if I annoy you just block me 🪦stonedclown on vent https://klownkitten.straw.page
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We suddenly decided my aunt is coming over tomorrow to help paint my room so now I'm stuck trying to prep it and I am so losT AND MISERABLE!!!!!!! I HAVE TOO MUCH SHIT!!!!!! AND IDK HOW TO PRIORITIZE!!!!!!! THERE ARENT ENOUGH BIG CONTAINERS FOR ALL MY SMALL CONTAINERS UUUUUUUGH FUCK

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Feeling disconnected and weird and sad and empty and I don't like it. But also,,,,,,,,,,

I'm so miserable here. I'm trying to put the pieces together but it's just not happening. I know my dad is a huge factor. I know this house in and of itself is a big part. I know not driving/working/just being An Adult™ is playing a big part too. But still, I have so much good going on... ↓

Also update we be chillin again LOL I'm just a sensitive lil bitch baby that panics over everything:')))

I see a lot of BPD acronym jokes but I'm gonna start referring to my MDD as Massive Dick Disorder

I am so ANXIOUS and I WANT TO EXPLODE!!!!! I HATE ADULTING I HATE BEING PERCEIVED I HATE NOT KNOWING WHAT IM DOING GAHHHH I JUS WAN SMOKE MY DAB PEN AND COLOR AND GET LOST IN CONTENT WHILE ON CALL W 🌕!!!!! UUUGH JUST GET ME HOME ALREADY IM CRAWLING OUT OF MY SKIN THE TISM IS TISMING AND THE ↓

🥰🍃 Hehehe guess what chat I'm finaLLY HIGH AGAIN EEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAA BUT ALSO NEED FOOD SO BAD I AM SHAKY AND A MESS AND ALSO I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND ALSO I CANT WAIT TO BE ABLE TO OPEN WINDOWS AGAIN AND SHHHDHWHAIQJSNRBEH

i fear we might need to talk about how the chainsmokers started the decline of pop music

This is so fuckin stupid I feel like an alcoholic!!!! Not that those are synonyms, moreso that I've spent years convincing myself I wasn't an addict when that is exactly what I fucking am. I feel so lost, my heart feels so fucking heavy. I'm so miserable with my daily life I just wanna run away

I'm so tired of crying over this stupid fucking plant what is actually wrong with ms

Just kidding bitches I'm back LOL I was doing good, put laundry away, still a mess but managing and then I found a semi-old notebook with my supposed "poetry" and firstly, ew embarrassing but secondly EW the feelings are back and I HATE IT!!!! STOP BEING SAD YOU DUMB FUCK YOU ARE FUCKIN F I N E

Anxiety goin braaazy today and I think it's just bc I haven't smoked. And like,,, I could step out at any point but it's so cold and miserable. I'm only willing to do the pens until the weather gets better but I go through them like fkn candy and I can't afford it anymore. Hell, I have $44 to my ↓

Nvmnvmnvm I really just be Sayin Shit sometimes lemme stfu frfrfrrrrr

Updaaaaate I thought about my man and smoked a bit and I am much better LMAO I'm just so,,,,,, ajfjejahdj 🥰🥹😭❤️🎆 I love this man so fkn muuuuchwhejrjeh I am utterly ENAMORED. And my god am I already sPOILED AS FUCK I JUST GOT 3 THINGS FOR MY BDAY *AND* HES *STILL* GETTING ME SMTH FOR VDAY, AAAND ↓