lakilea.bsky.social
You have eyes to see and know where to look, but not only with eyes you can see.
Gamer, coder, artist of various talents. Goth, Furry, bit of a nerd. Come and chill, lets chat and game.
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Mraa mrr mrrawr mrrrp meow mew meowr
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All good, I don't mind, been having fun with it x3
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You did an excellent job! love the gestures, love the details!
Love the humor! (Been having some fun talking about how i'm point-blank sniping a bug without my glasses)
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We don't talk about that >.>
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Lmao, i almost need that as an animation
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HAMMER!
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Both
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Think i've spilled enough of my own mind... normally i would avoid it. And even apologize for it. Today idgaf.
I did offer you to talk last year, and i inderstand your reason for declining. I offer it again, if just to share on the pain and suffering.
Dunno, kinda feels good to do from time to time.
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And its not only a disconnection with a decaying body, it's also a disconnection with my own self. Own interests. Own desires. Makes sense, kinda.
Again, how can you feel any desire to do anything, or be anyone, when everything hurts that bad? When everything feels that hopeless?
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Guess that in that sense i'm a tiny bit lucky... still have a few reasons to keep myself alive. To fight the urge to call it quits once and for all.
But everything still feels so dead, so pointless. Used to love looking at the mirror, now i dread it. I hate it.
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It feeels great while they are there... or does it? Sometimes even the things you like won't be enough.
And even when they are, it won't last long... a few minutes? A few hs? And after the feelings of dread and doom come back, and you're back alone against your inner hell
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I wonder if one can ever pick up the pieces, if you can mend them back together... that too feels impossible, and not for lack of trying.
Getting out of bed is a every morning fight, often lost.
And let me tell you, if your friends are there or not, it won't matter...
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Yah, '24 has been a disaster, '25 is already looking worse... depression sinks in, if it seemed impossible to achieve anything before, now feels even further beyond.
It's difficult to want to do anything when your own brain is telling you that everything is pointless, everything is gonna fail...
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Stay alive just to spite on your "enemies",
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It is hard. Got some experience on it. Would you like some help/advice?
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This post alone makes me realize that the goth in me was there from the very beginning
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Really passes the feeling along. I like it.
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Glasses on women look fantastic. Totally not bias
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Just glad that it got resolved
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Cool art! The kind of thing I'd like to hung on my living's wall.