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Be love and light except when dealing with Nazis. Preschool teacher specializes in behavioral issues. Make music as hobby. Paint as a hobby. Board games & card games! I share a lot of music! Namaste 🙏🏻 🚫DMs
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Don’t you come round pushing your drugs in my face…fuck you I don’t want it no more… open.spotify.com/track/5J19HP...

I’m gonna go home and have a dance session 😂

That is one of the waves 🌊 Riding it can be pretty fucking exhausting because my body has kept score my entire life & it tells me every single day what the cost is. This is also why I’m still mostly in isolation right now. It is delicate for my sobriety during this particular wave.

One permanent change that comes from decades of opiate abuse: when you get clean, some things are changed forever… That feeling where you don’t want to die, but also just don’t want to be apart of the circus anymore… Disassociating a lot! Not wanting to show up. Feels like I’m almost dead inside.

I keep my worst case scenario fears to myself because I don’t want to add to the doom but boy my imagination takes me to some places I’d rather avoid

Live now! Beautiful cello www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2P3UYvw/

Live now! Wonderful piano! www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2PWyboU/

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Late start this morning …and I LOVE this for me bc I rush in the matrix all week. If I sleep until 9:30 on Saturday rejoice with me 😂 it doesn’t happen often enough. Mocha ☕️ this morning and it tastes like heaven in a cup.

I’m getting stoned tonight because I want too and it feels good not to have anyone here to disturb the peace I’m about to be feeling. Judge me all you want and then go fuck yourself. This is MY life not yours 😁🤫😂😉💨🎧

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Commute open.spotify.com/track/3fthfk...

My co teacher showed me baby pictures from f himself today and that is fucking weird…is that weird? That weird right!? Am I crazy? I have only worked with him for like a month. He still tries to get personal with me & I hate it. He also is still trying to be in my space. Whatever…TGIF!

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Thank God it is finally 13 degrees ABOVE zero 😂😂😂 I’m excited about 13 degrees…let that sink in. 😁 and I’m on a much needed break from the classroom. My co teacher has some major improvement to make with classroom management.

What 4 & 5 year olds think is a George Washington head portrait 😁😊

So good! 💃🏻🫶 open.spotify.com/track/3kn2HD...

-10 😫🥶😫😞😑

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March 29 & 30! One of the best cellist you would ever see live in concert! Chicago area- Grayslake, IL! Tickets on sale! Be there or stay in the box! 😁 I never fit into boxes myself 😉 www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2fc1sBr/

Let’s take a moment. 🤫 open.spotify.com/track/7o70g6...

Dear Americans, The only way anything ever gets better is for all the spoiled morons of America to suffer the consequences of their own vile, stupid, hate-filled plans. They may destroy the Department of Education but in time they will learn that pain is a wonderful teacher.

Home before 11! I LOVE THIS FOR ME!

Hope you found some peace and joy today 🫶 open.spotify.com/track/0ztqey...

Was brought a gift at work. Never had em before today. They’re REALLY GOOD!!

One of the most terrifying, brilliantly written, balanced and relevant books I have ever read. I’ve always thought Rees was an exceptional historian, this reaffirms that view.

No, but if you’re looking for one, I am aware of a guy you work with that was indicted four times and convicted of thirty-four felonies.

Today the kids created their best Lincoln memorial. I did not have time to make some fancy chair for the guy ok 😂 the kids got the idea of what was what

You NEED this in your life! Ok ok I’m going into the school now for work 😁 open.spotify.com/track/37pzjM...

Day 107 OFF Cable News

I don’t wanna do today. I am tired.

Find some joy today! You’re worthy of that! 🫶

A fellow teacher asked me why I do examples in my classroom. Uh because some kids are visual learners. You should retire. Just sayin’

Now stop telling me I need water folks 😂😂😂😊☕️

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-12 🥶 I REALLY do NOT want to go to work in these temps. Omg this 🥶 is killing me! My body hurts so bad right now 😫 I WILL NOT BREAK OPIATE SOBRIETY! Winter will come to an end. One hour at a time today.

Judith Slaying Holofernes (1614–20) by Artemisia Gentileschi, considered one of the most accomplished of all Italian Baroque painters #WomensArt

“After we’ve discriminated against, deported, or disparaged all the immigrants, the gay and lesbian and transgender people, the developmentally disabled, the women, and minorities. Once we’ve ostracized our neighbors and betrayed our friends… what comes next?” - Gov. JB Pritzker

Happy my headache has eased. I noticed that my face has been flush all day…sure sign of an A.S flare…I need winter over. Gonna 💨, pop on a documentary & fall asleep. It was a good day but challenging physically. My body is tired. I hope you found some joy today!

Feels good to be home tonight! I’m fortunate to have a second place, but being in my bed, under these heated blankets is quite possibly heaven on earth for me 😊 my sanctuary.

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I want OFF this timeline. I’m agreeing with Bannon here WTF 😳 😑

Our art project today in the classroom. Kids have been learning about George Washington & I quickly created this when I got here this morning. Kids had fun. I had no time to add color as you see 😂

A much needed break! Holy hell I’ve got a migraine coming on…thankfully I carry Excedrin Migraine with me! -6 feeling like spring here in Minnesota 😂😂😂

Trump issues new executive order: Only the president can speak for “what the law is” It was fun doing democracy with you.