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36, 👋🏻🍑 bottom, constantly seeking tacos and spanking; thatgirlmarie on FetLife. lemonyhead on 🐥 NYC/NJ This is an 18+ NSFW account bc I post about spanking but also about: life, parenting, & the Mets. notaspankingblog.net Cover photo is “Flaming June”
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Ouch. Sometimes that’s all there is to say, ya know?

Second meal in 24 hours. Amazing how food really helps.

Here’s the thing - we’re all adults. It would be wonderful if I had someone to help hold me accountable to my goals, but at the end of the day, we are each responsible for ourselves & it’s my responsibility to hold myself accountable.

Take two of prioritizing my wellbeing in this situation. I bought this notebook specifically to fill with affirmations like this. It’s 160 lined pages. Let’s see how many I can fill by the end of the year. I don’t need 160 unique options, I may need to “hear” something more than once.

Now that my house is empty for the first time in days, I can have a good cry in peace.

Having a terribly low self esteem day 😔☹️ It would actually probably help if I ate some food.

What I need is someone to *assign* me lines, etc. *sigh*

Think I’ll re-write these tonight, and maybe every day for a while, until I’m over this hump.

I am glad the next few days are busy because then I’m distracted and won’t have to work so hard not to respond to the bullshit. Protecting my peace is worth it!!

Leave for Germany tomorrow night and haven’t started packing 😂🤪 who even am I. Anxiety meds are great until they’re not.

Snacks and coffee packed because I have my annual physical today and had to fast for bloodwork 😂 I’m cranky and tired.

Y’all I accidentally posted this on my vanilla twitter and didn’t notice for *hours* 💀

Ok Oasis is booked. Now if I back out I have to cancel flight/hotel/ticket.

10/10 no notes

Much needed. This was all before my jeans came down for the corner time 😨 “I’m going to strap you as hard as I can” and honestly I think he might have. I cried. Also much needed.

Do I know any kinky lawyers who I could employ for a cease and desist letter, obviously after consultation and if they think it's appropriate.

Oh, calling me out now, are you?! 😒

Also, really could have done without the dream about spankings and That Thing. Ugh.

Another rainy chilly day and another headache. Bah.

These are for sure the most full coverage panties I own…