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21yrs 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ | they/them | chronically ill Multi fandom, music, fanfic, OCs “If you make it through the night you’ll see the sun again” - Manson Reed CR📚: God of Fury https://meadowsboy.straw.page
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I love songs that start with a shaky breathe The smallest man who ever lived and Sara will always be special to me for that reason

Why did I check twt before going to sleep?? I can’t (and refuse to) describe what I just saw cause of how awful it was Now I can’t sleep because people are horrible I regret going back to twt and not for the reasons I usually do

It’s a good thing there’s no airbuds for YouTube cause yall would see me watch a lot of things that would reveal an insane amount about me And that I listen to forest by twenty one pilots every night before bed

I don’t usually give stuff like this attention but I saw someone say we all died in 2020 and we are all in hell now and every day I’m inclined to believe the idea even more

I just found out at least one person hates Tracie/Karen and like how could anyone hate her??? Like they wished literal death on Karen, Denny, and Mara. They wished it was them instead of Bobby And then ppl wonder why twt terrifies me

why does it take so much energy just to exist

Theres a fic I've been writing since April and I can't figure out how to end it I am getting less confident about posting it the longer it takes to finish Is it possible to beef with your own fic? If there is that's what I'm doing with this fic

The porn bots won't leave me alone lately I block them and then they just show up again

"dont you guys get tired of saying this before every season" - a bummy about ppl saying buddie canon Babes delusion is half the fun of shipping buddie. Its half the fun if all non canon ships. Sorry we aren't allergic to fun like yall are

I saw a video about honeymoons and it reminded me how much I hated the idea of having a honeymoon when I learned how they are perceived I always hated the idea of that much sex The signs I am ace were screaming at me and I had my ears closed

Melissa Benoist is so pretty I’ve been seeing clips/edits of her new show and god damn she looks so good

I have so many inappropriate things to say about this photo I need him in a way that is concerning to feminism and so many other things

I need doctors to stop lying in their notes It’s making my life so fucking difficult right now and all of the issues I am having could have been preventable by simply not lying

The trans man lesbian discourse is on both my acc and its 1. Pissing me off cause no where can I get free of it and 2. I keep hearing “it’s okay to be straight” and I can’t even begin to explain how fucking stupid that line is Like that has to be the most dumb line that has come from all of this

Watching a show you watched before you realized your bi is so weird cause like WHERE DID ALL THESE HOT WOMEN COME FROM?! I don’t remember the cast being that fine the first time I watched it

I had a fic idea but I didn't write it down so now its lost forever 😔💔

Ah, there's my seat 😌

I just opened insta for the first time today and the first thing I saw was Oliver’s post GOOD GOD HE LOOKS SO GOOD!! HOW CAN A MAN BE THAT FINE?! LIKE HOW IS IT HUMANLY POSSIBLE FOR A PERSON TO BE SO HOT Not to be to freaky but I need him

guys im not kidding i want to push him over so bad

With how much education it requires to be a doctor you’d think that they’d be better at their jobs

It’s always the “no omg gay people can just be friends we need more FRIENDSHIP” people who are the quickest to turn a straight friendship romantic smh YOU ARE THE PROBLEM

Listening to THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND (the album) at full volume is peak “Help. I can’t regulate my emotions”

If I wanted a man to hurt my feelings I’d talk to my father

when will AI finally die

promise me this: if i lose to myself, you won't mourn a day. and you'll move onto someone else.

The line “he calls me his little buddy and he touches me” still kills me Someone teach Buck to filter himself properly 😭😭

These trump ads are gonna make me loose it I literally just heard a radio ad from homeland security about “illegal aliens” Which like no one is illegal on stolen land and “illegal” immigration is a civil offense Also radio ads? Waste of money

Airbuds is convinced I am Benson Boones target audience I am not and I do not like him if I’m being completely honest

Not to vent post about medical stuff but I wish I had a driver’s license and a car cause I’m like 75% sure I need to be in the ER right now even if I am overreacting cause there are big issues that need to be ruled out but My mom won’t take me and if she won’t neither will my grandparents

The fact that the Eddie/Anna relationship didn’t end with gay Eddie is crazy It had all the bones primed and ready and then he just went and found another woman

“If your symptoms get worse or you get new symptoms call 911 or have someone take the ER” Hey lovely nurse lady what if I have health anxiety and now I’m panicking over everything?? Like literally about to have an anxiety attack which is not good for asthma 🙃 So that’s how my day has been going

Heavy/dark topic warning!!! I just saw a reply to a comment of mine talking about POCD that essentially said murder was the only treatment I should receive They believe I am a pedo and I should be murdered for it I think I need a break from TikTok after that cause idk how to deal with it

Fanned so hard I'm making a playlist for my fav fanfic

My best friend just said the name Aisha and I felt like a sleeper agent having its code word said

Sometimes I just randomly remember the author of a popular YA books also wrote multiple books where a KKK member and a black woman fall in love Her fans also defended it too That was a crazy moment to be on booktok