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21yrs šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆšŸ³ļøā€āš§ļø | they/them | chronically ill Multi fandom, music, fanfic, OCs ā€œIf you make it through the night you’ll see the sun againā€ - Manson Reed CRšŸ“š: God of Fury https://meadowsboy.straw.page
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Sadly my nervous system can’t tell the difference between me posting a fic I’ve convinced myself everyone will hate me for and real actual hate (or danger)

Josh Dun Diet Coke

I complain about this so often but OMG I hate tagging 😭😭 If I could change on thing about publishing my fanfic its that I dont have to tag (as in someone else does it)

#BookSky

ā€œYou shouldn’t have a celebrity crush while in a relationshipā€ Yeah cause my future partner is gonna be so threatened by a bunch of married men šŸ™„šŸ™„

Last post about this I promise ā€œThis is for my fanfic girliesā€ I swear to god. Shut up. Characters ai is not for fanfic girlies it’s for people who promote the waste of mass amounts of natural resources and the theft of art You should hate generative ai because it harms everyone and the earth

It’s also a SJM, Chloe Walsh, or Rebecca Yarros fan at the scene of the crime And if your super unlucky it’s all three

I mentioned that I had to block a fav creator of mine I felt bad cause she seemed like a great person and then her best friend (who makes book content) just came out with an character ai partnership I don’t feel bad anymore and honestly I should have seen the signs sooner

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Save a horse Eiffel Tower or whatever

The waist…the mustache….the abs…and those hands?? I need the hands all over me.

Need him dancing more in season 9

After the Pitt finishes exploring the character from day shift I hope we start learning about night shift Well if it goes for that long

I love songs that start with a shaky breathe The smallest man who ever lived and Sara will always be special to me for that reason

Why did I check twt before going to sleep?? I can’t (and refuse to) describe what I just saw cause of how awful it was Now I can’t sleep because people are horrible I regret going back to twt and not for the reasons I usually do

It’s a good thing there’s no airbuds for YouTube cause yall would see me watch a lot of things that would reveal an insane amount about me And that I listen to forest by twenty one pilots every night before bed

I don’t usually give stuff like this attention but I saw someone say we all died in 2020 and we are all in hell now and every day I’m inclined to believe the idea even more

I just found out at least one person hates Tracie/Karen and like how could anyone hate her??? Like they wished literal death on Karen, Denny, and Mara. They wished it was them instead of Bobby And then ppl wonder why twt terrifies me

why does it take so much energy just to exist

Theres a fic I've been writing since April and I can't figure out how to end it I am getting less confident about posting it the longer it takes to finish Is it possible to beef with your own fic? If there is that's what I'm doing with this fic

The porn bots won't leave me alone lately I block them and then they just show up again

"dont you guys get tired of saying this before every season" - a bummy about ppl saying buddie canon Babes delusion is half the fun of shipping buddie. Its half the fun if all non canon ships. Sorry we aren't allergic to fun like yall are

I saw a video about honeymoons and it reminded me how much I hated the idea of having a honeymoon when I learned how they are perceived I always hated the idea of that much sex The signs I am ace were screaming at me and I had my ears closed

Melissa Benoist is so pretty I’ve been seeing clips/edits of her new show and god damn she looks so good

I have so many inappropriate things to say about this photo I need him in a way that is concerning to feminism and so many other things

I need doctors to stop lying in their notes It’s making my life so fucking difficult right now and all of the issues I am having could have been preventable by simply not lying

The trans man lesbian discourse is on both my acc and its 1. Pissing me off cause no where can I get free of it and 2. I keep hearing ā€œit’s okay to be straightā€ and I can’t even begin to explain how fucking stupid that line is Like that has to be the most dumb line that has come from all of this

Watching a show you watched before you realized your bi is so weird cause like WHERE DID ALL THESE HOT WOMEN COME FROM?! I don’t remember the cast being that fine the first time I watched it

I had a fic idea but I didn't write it down so now its lost forever šŸ˜”šŸ’”

Ah, there's my seat 😌

I just opened insta for the first time today and the first thing I saw was Oliver’s post GOOD GOD HE LOOKS SO GOOD!! HOW CAN A MAN BE THAT FINE?! LIKE HOW IS IT HUMANLY POSSIBLE FOR A PERSON TO BE SO HOT Not to be to freaky but I need him

guys im not kidding i want to push him over so bad

With how much education it requires to be a doctor you’d think that they’d be better at their jobs

It’s always the ā€œno omg gay people can just be friends we need more FRIENDSHIPā€ people who are the quickest to turn a straight friendship romantic smh YOU ARE THE PROBLEM

Listening to THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND (the album) at full volume is peak ā€œHelp. I can’t regulate my emotionsā€

If I wanted a man to hurt my feelings I’d talk to my father

when will AI finally die