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menherabunni.bsky.social
25🩵BIPOC🩵GW: 180lbs🩵CW: 243 (-5lbs)🩵shedsky🩵BPD🩵MDD🩵Anxiety🩵Insomniac
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Once I hit 200 lbs. Bellly button piercing.

Cutting is so tempting rn. To cut where is the question.

I am cringe... but AM I free? Much to think about

Took off corset for the day!

I’m hoping I can lose another 10 lbs in the next 2 weeks.

#edsky #butterflysky

i wish i just ate at maintenance when i was smaller cuz a deficit is so annoying i just wanna eat and exist but nooooo i need to lose this weight

Body check! Waist is getting there slowly. Gotta keep doing tummy work outs and staying under 1,200 cals a day.

i will succeed 🖤🦇🌙 #edsky #caterpillarsky #anasky

Doing good so far today. Probably gonna eat crackers for dinner after I get home from work.

Sometimes I get so mad at myself for not maintaining 180lbs. I gotta work hard to get that tiny again.

Did good today not binge eating. Tomorrow I shall do again and wear my corset ~

Got a new corset!

Get to know me! 🩵You can call me Usagi because I like bunnies~ 🩵I have BPD, MDD, Ana, BED, Anxiety and I have the tism. 🩵SHEDSKY (though I am about 2 months clean from sh) 🩵I am she/her 🩵BIPOC 🩵I really am mentally gone but trying to find a purpose to stay. 🩵GW: 180 | SW: 248 | CW: Updates in bio

I be sad. Sad and crying. Wishing I didn’t exist.

Doing good so far, trying to stay at 1000 cals

Getting there slowly but surely.

Gym day tomorrow, lax in my tummy and calorie deficit? We winning

yep!!! 🖤 ˗ˏˋ #edsky #caterpillarsky ˎˊ˗ #edtwt

Trust me guys #edsky #caterpillarsky #anasky

yearning #edsky #caterpillarsky

#edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

Get to know me! 🩵You can call me Usagi because I like bunnies~ 🩵I have BPD, MDD, Ana, BED, Anxiety and I have the tism. 🩵SHEDSKY (though I am about 2 months clean from sh) 🩵I am she/her 🩵BIPOC 🩵I really am mentally gone but trying to find a purpose to stay. 🩵GW: 180 | SW: 248 | CW: Updates in bio

I’m going to lose significant weight by the time I get to my Japan trip in March. The goal by then is 200 lbs. I’m gonna restrict and work out so hard.

Here’s a tip for drinking green tea in the morning… add 2 tsps of organically grown agave then throw it out & drink a cup of coffee

Didn’t eat but once all day and was walking all day at work! Also gonna be starting up the gym on Monday

I lost 5lbs btw!!! I’m so happy

Worried about people hating me this Christmas. I had a hard time finding gifts I thought people would like so I only am getting online gifts that didn’t come in time.

I started corseting every day then stopped. I will be starting back up again and not stopping even with my period in mind. I need to be consistent. I need to start loving myself more enough to owe myself change that will better my mental state.

This is... actually a fairly reasonable takeaway from this year.

Anywho I’m back on my edsky bs. I think I gained back all the weight I lost but I’m not sure and I really need to invest in a scale LMAO.

Can we stop pretending that everyone on edsky/edtwt wants to look the same. I personally just want a smaller stomach and obsess over it. So I developed an eating disorder. I don’t wanna lose my butt or hips. I want my boobs smaller but to an extend. We can differ and still have an ed.

lol the fear of eating is here and present today on this Thanksgiving.

My accountability for today

Gonna weight myself at the end of next month. Fingers crossed I lose like 30lbs. Gonna be eating 1,000-1,500 cals at most in a day. Ofcourse gonna stay leaning towards the lower end. Accountability will be posting my cals every night or meal. 😤

Me when I get my blue hair back next month

Also just a random thought but people who secretly crap on their plus size friends are trash. Or plus size people in general. Let them live their life. I don’t condone fatphobia in any way towards other people. I may hate how I look but I’ll never take it out on anyone but me.

Been doing well I think? Getting things in order so that I can lose weight and accomplish my dreams at the same time! I’m so excited for the future despite being scared and sad right now.

How tiny I use to be

I miss being this small. I was so pretty. So cute. So tiny compared to now. Now I feel out of place in my body.

hey if you’re a non ed acc i don’t really care if you’re here as long as you’re an adult, but you best be aware of what you’re getting into when you hit that follow button. i am not responsible for your triggers.

You said that you would have liked me when I was that fat but I've been in love with u for forever and ur JUST now even noticing me...right right #edsky #caterpillarsky